Ellie

CHAPTER 1

A quiet night, everyone has gone to sleep.

Suddenly I found it hard to sleep, It only took a few minutes and then I fell asleep. I heard.....

"Ellie " , " Ellie" ! I woke up and tried to look around. It was quiet and I looked around again. Nothing there or here around my bed !

I remembered I was still 7 years old, a girl who didn't know anything and was still naive. This event is still fresh in my mind until now when I find myself alone it will be brought back to this memory and questioning myself " what was it? and "actually what happened that night? ", it is not easy for me to explain , share or express this moment . When I went back to sleep and woke up again ....

With soft voice called out my name again , " Ellie " !
I woke up with a feeling of fear and dared myself to ask, "who are you" in the dark and quiet!! A soft voice was heard clearly, "follow me"! And I replied "who are you?" During this time I strongly refused, I replied "I don't know you and can't be seen", "I can't possibly follow you".
I claim it is a "ghost". Silly me!

This time I totally wake up and wait until the thing called me again , and yes I heard it clearly " Follow me" . I asked " what do you want from me ? " And " I'm child of God don't disturbed me you Satan !" . The thing respond me like a gentle wind "Follow me one day"

To be honest, I kept this a secret from my parents until I was 31 years old. And I don't know what that thing is and what that thing looks like I'm not sure. I feel like maybe I'm insane or what! I chose to keep quiet and just assume it might be my delusion.

From the age of 7 in 1997, I was not like other children. I don't have many friends and I easily get bullied. But even though I'm alone, I always feel protected. I don't know how, I always faced problems in my school days primary or secondary the situation is not always in my favor but I can overcome it all. When bad things happen , It will shift before it happen right away. And I still don't get it .

What do you think? Whose voice that night ? I know you might think that " really? " Or maybe I was dreaming, right ? If you ask me I will respond to you " I don't even know and I don't understand" .

For sure that night, when I close my eyes I will feel my body floating and in my eyes full of the universe. In my right hand, I felt like I was being held by someone I couldn't see with my eyes. Try to show me something that I wasn't ready ! I was scared and tried to reach out to my mom . When I started to cried and scream for help , I woke up!!

And I knees down and prayed . I said " Abba , help me" .
I tried to look around me again and said " leave me alone " .

Here , where the story has begun........ He who called me by name !!