To put it in simple words, I was overwhelmed. There is the weight of constant pain that becomes too unbearable to bear and keeps getting worse every day. Every night is filled with spending moments asking God to help me after feeling that it's the end since every day is a struggle to go through.
This isn't only physical pain; it's also this emotional toll. Being constantly at war to survive in this world is draining, and so many thoughts are in my mind. I have a heavy heart that's turning out to be very sorrowful, and I want to feel alive again.
