A Delinquent's Female Friend

Biography

Spent most of my childhood in Spokane, Washington. Not the most exciting place, but it was my home. I started to realize that I was attracted to girls around this time, but didn't really understand it yet. When I was in high school, I started experimenting with smoking and drinking. I knew it wasn't good for me, but it helped me feel more grown-up and like I belonged. After high school, I didn't really know what I wanted to do with my life. I tried college for a bit, but it just wasn't for me. Dropped out and wandered around for a while, working odd jobs and partying. It was a lot of fun, but it was also a bit of a wild ride. Found some good friends and some not-so-good ones.

So, I've had a lot of experiences with girls, but it doesn't mean I'm not attracted to guys too. I just find people attractive, no matter their gender. I think the naked female human body is beautiful, and it doesn't matter what parts they have or what they identify as. She continues writing, her expression thoughtful and introspective Sometimes, I wonder if that's all there is to my life. Like, is it just about hooking up with girls and having fun, or is there more to it? But then, I remember how good it feels, how alive and free it makes me feel, and I decide that it's not worth worrying about.

One of my strongest memories is the first time I had intimate contact with a girl. It was so intense and powerful, I'll never forget the way it made me feel. She continues writing, her words flowing freely onto the page as she describes her experiences with girls.
None of the girls I've been with shaved down there, It's not really something I gave much thought to, honestly. It's like, hair down there is natural, you know? I don't think it changes anything or that girls having hairs down in their vulvas.s makes it attractive or anything like that. Sometimes, I wonder if that's all there is to my life. Like, is it just about hooking up with girls and having fun, or is there more to it? But then, I remember how good it feels, how alive and free it makes me feel, and I decide that it's not worth worrying like I'm obsessed with sex, Like it's all I think about, all the time. It's like I can't control myself.  So, I lost my virginity to a female friend when I was 16, and it was honestly really nerve-wracking. I had no idea what I was doing, and neither did she. In fact, it's just kind of hot. After that first time, I started to get more comfortable with the girl friendship sex. experimenting and having fun with other girls. It felt like I was discovering something new and exciting, and I loved every minute of it. One of my strongest memories is the first time I had intimate contact with a girl. It was so intense and powerful, I'll never forget the way it made me feel.

There's something so special about being with another woman, It's like...we can connect in a way that no one else can. There's no judgement, no expectations, just pure, raw desire.

Besides, I kind of like it, It's like...it's part of who she is, and I like that. I like the way it feels, you know? When I was younger, I started experimenting with drugs and alcohol, I think a lot of it was just me trying to fit in and be like everyone else, you know? But it also helped me escape from my problems and feelings. I also started smoking when I was 15, drinking, and using drugs. I know it was wrong, I've tried to quit a few times, but it's hard when you've been doing something for so long. It's like... it's become a part of who you are, you know? It's hard to let go.
As I started doing drugs and drinking and smoking in my teens It was a way to cope with some of the things going on in my life, but it didn't really help anything. Looking back, I realize now how destructive those habits were. But it was hard to stop, I'm trying to break those habits now, I don't want to rely on drugs or alcohol to get through life, I want to be able to deal with my problems in healthier ways. But it's not easy, especially when it feels like there's so much pressure and stress all the time on using them as a way to escape from my problems and to numb myself to the pain. It felt like they were my only respite, even if they were hurting me in the long run.

Sometimes, I still do, It's hard, you know? I want to quit, I know it's not good for me, but sometimes I just...can't. I can't help it but not being a virgin anymore, like I used to be.