Hug Me Melt Me | HoonSuk [✓]

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They finally decided to pull out after kissing each other for a while. Hyunsuk still can’t believe what just happened. Everything still feels like a dream. The fact that Jihoon is here in Paris. The fact that Jihoon wants to talk about them. And the fact that Jihoon also likes him the way he likes Jihoon. And the fact that they were kissing just now. It’s just too unreal.

Hyunsuk stared at the pair of lips in front of him while trying to catch his breath. The lips that have been calling his name sweetly. The lips that smiled at him. The lips that he has been staring at whenever he has the chance to do so. The lips that he has been wanting to feel on his lips.

“How’s that?” Jihoon asked. Hyunsuk looked up to Jihoon’s eyes.

“I’m not sure,” Hyunsuk said.

Jihoon leans in and kisses Hyunsuk again on his lips. Hyunsuk closed his eyes. The kiss that they had now is a slow and intimate one. They keep on feeling each other's lips with no tongue involved. Just lips feeling each other. Hyunsuk moves his hands to touch Jihoon’s face while still kissing him.

Jihoon places his hand on Hyunsuk’s waist and back. He just enjoys Hyunsuk touching and caressing his face while they are still kissing each other. After a few more minutes, Hyunsuk pulled out first. They locked eyes for a few seconds before Jihoon buried his face on Hyunsuk’s shoulder.

“How is it now?” Jihoon asked while still burying his face on Hyunsuk’s shoulder.

“What about you?” Hyunsuk asked him back.

“My heart feels full,” Jihoon said. “I’m not sure if I should feel like this. Am I allowed to feel this happy? What about you?”

“Why are you not looking at me?”

“I don’t want you to see my face now. I might look terrible,” Jihoon said. Hearing that, Hyunsuk pushed Jihoon away and cupped his face. Jihoon’s face is red up to his ears. He’s trying to avoid Hyunsuk’s eyes. “I’ve told you. I don’t know how to react now,”

“Cute,” Hyunsuk said before he pecked Jihoon’s lips. It made Jihoon startled and slowly pressed his lips to a thin line while still trying to avoid Hyunsuk’s eyes. “I’m going to take a nap now. You should go back to your tour guide or at least give him a call. He must be worried about you,”

Hyunsuk walked toward the bed and lie down. Leaving Jihoon who’s still standing there. Jihoon turned to Hyunsuk who’s already lying down on the bed.

“What are we now, hyung?”

“What do you want us to be?” Hyunsuk asked. “It’s up to you. Now it’s a trial period for you,”

“Huh? Why don’t we just date already?” Jihoon asked.

“Do you want to?” Hyunsuk asked.

“Do you not want to?” Jihoon asked.

“Let me think about it first,” Hyunsuk said. “But now, I’m going to take a nap,”

“Seriously, hyung?” Jihoon asked in frustration. Hyunsuk giggled. He then opened his arms. “Come here,”

Jihoon quickly ran toward Hyunsuk and hugged him. Hyunsuk caressed Jihoon’s head.

“I love you, hyung,” Jihoon said. “I want to make you happy. I want to be happy with you. I want you to enjoy having me in your life. I want to always make you smile and be the reason for your smile. I want to be the source of your strength and happiness. I know that might be too much to ask but I really want that,”

“Really?” Hyunsuk asked. “Is it because you just want me to hug you whenever you feel tired?”

“No. Hyung,” Jihoon looked at Hyunsuk. “It’s not that you hugged me that day making me love you. But because I love you in the first place that your hug is something I need. It’s because of you,”

“Hm…”

“I’m telling you the truth,” Jihoon said. “I don’t even know why. But just knowing that you will be there for me, makes me keep going. You melt my frozen heart. You make me want to keep going and keep being able to be with you. You might feel like I just made this up. But I am willing to prove it to you. It’s now my time to give you all I got,”

“Hm…” 

“Hyung,” Jihoon whined because Hyunsuk just hummed at his words.

“What? I want to hear more,” Hyunsuk said while chuckling.

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