To be decided

Get well

I woke up with on my bedroom floor with a headache. A giant headache. i went straight to my bathroom and look in the mirror and groaned before opening it and taking out the bottle of painkillers. The clock on the wall said it was six in the morning. So I had about an hour to get ready for school.

Shower, I just need a shower and I'll feel much better. At least thats what I told myself, I basically lived on two hours of sleep inhuman amounts of caffeine and headache meds, so I was constantly getting sick. It sucked but what can you do?

after my shower I randomly picked some clothes from my closet and dressed. I grabbed my favorite pair of combat boots. I went downstairs where there was a cup of coffee waiting for me with a note from my little brother.

         It read: Thought you could use this, you were on the floor when I got home from school, talk about it after school?  P.S There's more coffee in the pot. - Logan

I really love that kid sometimes, he was my best friend, we got along more than most siblings, nobody really understood why. We could sometimes go days without speaking to each other weeks even, and then talk for hours an hours.

I grabbed my thermos and filled it with coffee, i grabbed my keys and made sure my phone and i=pod were in my backpack then made my way to my car. I got to school with enough time to get another cup of coffee from the cafe before heading to class. Sadly before I got there, a voice I knew all too well said, "Kaitlynn wait up!"

"Oh you've gotta be fucking kidding me." I groaned out loud. "I'm in no mood for this shit today." I said, walking faster pretending I didn't hear him.

But hes faster than I gave him credit for, so he soon caught up to me, and grabbed my shoulder, and I mean on the one hand he didn't know that I hated being touched, on the other hand, it should not be socially exceptable to just grab someone, and like I said I really was not in the mood, and in my defense its just a natural reaction for me.

So here's what happened, he grabbed my shoulder and I grabbed his arm with both hands and threw him over my shoulder, Look I know what you're thinking, this bitch is crazy but I seriously SERIOUSLY, do not like being touched.

"woah, sorry Kaitlynn, didn't mean to sneak up on you or anything," he said groaning, "Where in the world did you learn that anyways? Jesus, you're stronger than you look."

"well here's a thought, the next time you decide to grab some girl, make sure she doesn't have the ability to kick your stupid ass!" I said, leaving him there and continuing walking on to class, I didn't think he'd follow me there after I insulted him like that, but once again, he had to prove me wrong, cause the next thing I know hes running to catch up to me and saying, " Look I'm sorry I didn't mean to freak you out or anything, let me make it up to you. Will you let me buy you a cup of coffee?"

This guy just won't take the hint will he? " I already have a cup of coffee, but ill settle for you not touching me ever ever again, deal?" I said sarcastically walking into the classroom, I thought he'd get that I just wanted to be left alone, but no just like he had done the day before, he took the seat next to me and said, "deal" and smiled at me. Smiled! How is he smiling? I took him out in the hallway turned down his offer of apology coffee, and told him to never talk to me again, and hes smiling? I kept on trying to figure out what this guys glitch was, but my head was hurting again, so I took out my laptop, and started messing around on a computer program that I had been working on for a couple weeks. That usually took my mind off of the headaches, and just as I thought it worked like a charm, and he didn't bother me again for the rest of the class period, and I left the classroom before he could say anything, and got another cup of coffee before my next class.

Then I had to sneak make my way out of the building, and too my car without being caught by him again. I made it home without seeing him but my brother wan't home so I grabbed a monster from the fridge and went up stairs to play on my computer for awhile.

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So after about four monsters, and starting a pot of coffee, because there was no fucking way I was sleeping after the last couple of days I've been having, my brother walked through the door.

And in his usual greeting he said, " Hey dude, kill anyone at school today?"Maybe that was why we got along so well, we could be completely sarcastic , and even mean to each other and we both knew it was torturing each other out of love.

"Nope but it's still early, I have time to murder, and torture somebody, and I already know the person it should be, want to help?" I asked him, only partially kidding.

"Is this person the reason for you being so upset yesterday?" He asked, with a stern look on his face.

See, we were pretty protective of each other when it came to this stuff, even if we were wrong about what was upsetting us, we had each others backs no matter what.

" I've lived with you too long, you know me better than I know myself sometimes." I said.

"stop avoiding the question katye bear, I know somethings up, and telling me always help, so spill it woman!" He yelled laughing at her.

"I don't know whats up with me dude, this guy at school, he's just been everywhere lately, and he keeps bumping into me, and giving me weird visions, and I used to have a crush on him in high school, and I haven't been sleeping again and it's turning my brain into mush." I said in a rush.

"wait what? Who?" He asked.

"Logan" I told him knowing he'd remember who I was talking about.

"Wow really, I never knew you liked him, we spent so much time torturing each other, and wow, how first grade of you." He said laughing.

"hey," I said punching him in the arm. "you are not helping."

"heheheh, I'm sorry, I'm your brother I get to tease you a little." He smiled and hugged me, "It'll be okay Katye bear, promise, I'm not sure whats happening yet, but we'll figure it out, we always do don't we?" He asked Lifting up his fist for me to bump.

"yes we do, I suppose, even if it ends with the two of us in a great deal of trouble." I said smiling.

That night I fussed with my computer for awhile then I got ready to get some much needed sleep, even if it was only for a few ours, my brain needed a rest.