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Nivanfield - time after death

Warning: sad!

-Chris-

He's gone...forever He has sacrificed himself to safe me..and the rest of the world....I Love him so much and I can't live without him. He was Everything to me. He was my world. I wanted to marry him...to live with him for the rest of my life. But now...now this is only a dream...a dream that will never become true. I trusted him since the First time we met....since he come to this restaurant to bring me back to the BSAA. Firstly he was only a soldier for me. Then he became a friend. And then he was my Boyfriend I miss Piers so much but he is gone. I will never ever see his Smile again..never sense the butterflies in my belly again when he Kissed me. Everywhere i go..i See his face, in my Dreams, in my Apartment which is so desolate and big without him. He died as a Hero and He will definitly will not be forgotten. I wanted him to take over after me. After this Last Mission. But then he died. He injected himself the T-Virus to beat this fucking B.O.W I should had died! Not he! He had his whole life still ahead of him and now i'm sitting Here in my Apartment and drunk. I'm drinking a lot of alcohol and I smoke a lot of cigarettes everyday since he is gone. Not even Claire can Bring me to smile. Or make me at least a little bit Happy. I'm Always sad, it shouldn't had gone this way but it did. I do often not sleep and when I'm sleeping than badly and with very bad Dreams. Since a few Days I don't Go outside. First I had lost my Alpha Team in E... And now Piers in the Chinese territorial waters. >>Chris?<< i heared a voice outside my door but it isn't Claires voice >>Chris it's me Leon Open the door...please<< Leon? What did he do Here?
So I goes to the door and Open it for him and he cames in >>Chris...Claire have called me. She is very worried about you<< he explained >>Why? I'm fine!<< I said drunk >>yeah...of course...you are drunk but you are definitly not fine Buddy!<< He Said and goes in my kittchen and came with a bottle of water Back to me >>Here. Drink<< He gives me the bottle but I didn't Drink the water but I Just went to my Sofa and let me Fall on it. Leon is sitting next to me than he See the silver ring on the living room table. >>you wanted to marry him?<< He ask surprised and I nodded >>yeah...i wanted to ask him at the right time wether he would marry me...but now..<< >>now you can't ask him anymore and you think what if you had ask him?<< >>Yeah...Leon. I miss Piers so much..i-i can't live without him!<< >>I know..but he wouldn't wanted that you give your life Up because of him. He would wanted that you live you're life.<< >>I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT HIM! HE WAS EVERYTHING TO ME! EVERYTHING LEON! AND NOW HE'S GONE FOREVER AND I WILL NEVER SEE HIM AGAIN!!<< i Screamed and then i Just cried >>Chris..I can unterstand you..but think about Claire...she also Breaks down because of it...to See what her own Brother have to go trough...she understand you too but she is also worried about you Like me or sheva. You have us and we're all worried about you...Chris please.<< >>I know Leon. But how can I live when my love of my life is dead because of me?!<< >>We're all there For you Chris. We will Help you but you have to get help. Also...are you taken this help now and come with me? Or will stay you Here and kill yourself?<< He Said and Stands Up holds out his hand to me and I'm thinking...Piers would want that....and Things can't go on like this...I have to do something before it's too late...So I take his hand and Leon pulls me up >>we will do this together Chris<< He Said and I nodded than i grab the Ring and goes with Leon....I will do this..For me, For Claire, For Leon, sheva, Jill, Sherry, Helena, and for Piers....I love you Piers Nivans. Now and forever.
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