I am tiered of living like this...
I bringing  my boat  to the lake I say to my dad with a kiss
Okay he says bring back some food
Okay I say with a frown I check my list
*boat
*note on pillow
* far away
*no longer will I be in pain
Okay I saw with a sigh see you ...later
Okay he says with a beer on his lap
 She runs out the door and starts her car
I'm going away I'm going very far...
She stops at the lake and pulls out the boat
She puts it in the water as it floats 
She walks in and starts the moter 
This world will no longer be a bother 
She stops in the middle of the foggy lake 
She turns off the moter and looks at the sky
She stops and crys because she's going  to die 
Her phone rings, it's her brother 
She picks up and says what's up
He says no, don't do it pleas-
She hangs up and looks at the lake 
This is not real this is all fake...
She closes her eyes and jumps in the cold water
She going deep down farther and farther
She try's to breath she try's to go back
She din't know this would happen so fast 
She takes a glare at the sky
 today's the day Rosa has died
                                      
                                          
                                   
                                              
                                           
                                           
                                               
                                                  