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chapter 19

Jack's POV

Jacyenda was still not speaking to me but it's okay really cause she can't really leave me. We're hand cuffed to each other. "Jack I don't know if I want this anymore." She looked down at her feet while we sat on the beach. I looked at her confused. "Don't want what?" She looked at me and frowned "us." "You're being silly Jacyenda..." she laughed "no I'm serious." "Jacyenda you can't leave me I-I need you." She looked at me but she had no expression to her face. She stared at me searching my face as if there was an answer on it. "Jacyenda why don't you want to be with me?" She sighed and took a bobby pin out of her hair and unlocked the hand cuffs. "Cause Jack, we're two completely different people, and I can't really take it any longer." She got up and started walking. I ran up to her and grabbed her hand "Jacyenda" "Jack," her eyes started to water as she turned to me "please, just leave me alone." I slowly let go of her hand and watched her walk away.

What do I do now?

She left.

I don't know what to do with myself,  she was the only thing keeping me sane.

Jacyendas POV

I don't know where I'm going. I just stared walking somewhere. I don't really know where I am either. Cause I've never been to Florida ever. I looked at my feet as they would move along the sidewalk, wonder where they're going to take me.

I know I need to get back to the hotel, I'm leaving that place. I can't be around him anymore. It's way too hard.

I didn't want to leave him. Ever.

But something told me I had to.

I couldn't deal with the fans constantly trying to flirt with him. I couldn't deal with how he has this bad boy reputation that he oh so desperately needed to maintain.

I love him still though.

But he can't know that.

He can't know that I love him so much.

He can't.

Jack's POV

I'm driving back to the hotel but I know I'm not going to go inside. I'm going to park the car and go walk somewhere. I'll go walk somewhere and smoke. That's what I'll do.

Soon enough I got to the parking lot and stopped by a little convenient store. I wanted to smoke weed but I don't have any here with me. So I'll try a cigarette, apparently those help more than weed. "Can I have a pack of cigarettes?" I ask the girl, who's probably 20 something maybe even 19 or my age across the counter. She grabbed the pack not looking up from her phone. She was about to hand it to me but then pulled back "I'm supposed to ask for an I.D.." she looked at me her eyes were soft. She wasn't ugly either. She was skinny, long blonde brownish straight hair, that barely made it to her stomach. She had a nice body as well. I licked my lips "babe, I really don't think you need to see my I.D." she was in shock that I called her babe, she froze and her lip started to quiver, which was kinda cute. "So can I have my cigarettes now?" She nodded "T-two dollars." She studdered. God I love the affects I have on girls. I gave her the money and she handed me the box "Thanks babe." I smirked and she just nodded biting her lip. I chuckled and walked away but stopped. I thought about maybe hooking up with the girl. I could use it. I turned back and around and she wasn't there. I walked back to the counter "hey." I called out and she came back but she wasn't wearing her uniform. "Are you just now getting off work?" She nodded and a smile grew on my face. "Good. Come with me." I walked out the store and she followed me to my car. "Wait, don't want to drop your car off?" I turned around and she bumped into me making me laugh. "Uh, I don't have a car. I um I take the bus." She said looking down at her shoes. I took my hand and lifted her chin up. "What's your name baby?" "It's Carly." She swallowed the lump in her throat "Well Carly today's your lucky day." I smiled and she smiled slightly as well. I drove back to the hotel I was staying in but I bought a different room to avoid problems with Johnson and if Jacyenda came back her.