After him

Chapter 1

                         Beyoncé

"Fuck you nigga!" i yelled as i quickly packed up most of my clothes in my suitcase.

"Bey wait i'm sorry" he said coming up behind me

"Shawn don't fucking talk to me nigga" i said trying to calm myself down walking into the kids rooms quietly and packing their clothes also.

I cant believe i trusted him after he cheated the first time i thought as i was pulling me and the kids suitcases downstairs

"Bey let's talk about this please" he pleaded, following me downstairs

"What is there to talk about nigga, you cheated on me while our kids is sleep in OUR FUCKING HOME, and you fucked that bitch IN OUR FUCKING BED!" i screamed at him letting my anger out.

well what used to be our home and bed i thought while frowning a little

He just stood there silent not saying nothing because he knew i was right

"I'm leaving" i said while going back upstairs to my kids room

I walk to Blue room first not surprised she woken up from all the noise

"You heard that" i asked, walking to her bed and sat on the edge by her legs

"Yes" she nodded

"I'm sorry you had to hear that baby, i didn't mean to wake you up"i whispered, rubbing her face a little

"It's alright mama, are we leaving?" she asked while sitting up

"Yes baby, go put on some clothes for me and meet me in the car in the garage" i told her while standing up walking out the door

"Ok mommy" she said getting out of her bed walking to her wardrobe

I walked to the twins room, eyes watery tears threatening to fall, when i made it to the room i found them sleeping in one bed together.

my babies i thought while tears fell from my eyes

Picking them up one in each arm carrying them downstairs to the garage

"Blue Blue put your siblings seat belts on for me please while i go get the suitcases" i said putting the twins in the backseat, she nodded getting out the passenger seat going to the backseat

Heading back into the house i saw Shawn standing there looking dumb as hell.

I grabbed the kids and i suitcases walking them back into the garage, putting them into trunk of the car.

Turning around seeing Shawn standing by the garage door that connects to the house.

"What?" i asked glaring at him

"I'm so sorry Bey" he said while walking towards me

"It's too late for that nigga" i said going to the driver side of the car pulling the keys out my pocket

As soon as i was about to touch the car door handle i felt a grip on my arm, i turned around looking up at a mad looking Shawn but i didn't care i still kept the same glare i had before.

"You're not leaving me" he gritted while tightening his hold on my arm making it bruise some.

I looked down at my arm and said "get your fucking hand off of me nigga"

"I'm not going to be too many more niggas Beyoncé, you will respect me!" he said raising his voice and moving his hand to my neck choking me a bit tight.

"Shawn the kids is literally in the car, stop doing this please, not in-front of them" i said while trying to get his hand off my neck

"You're right, just come back in the house" he said letting go my neck stepping back a little.

" Okay i am, get the kids out of the car and i'm going to get the suitcases out of the trunk" i said not wanting to make him even more mad, afraid of what he will do infront of my kids.

"Alright" he said sighing a little, going to the backseat of the car getting the twins out.

I turned around looking through the driver side window at blue to see her already looking at me with tears in her eyes

I just sighed walking to the back of the car to the trunk.