𝔰𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔪𝔞𝔱𝔢𝔰 ✉︎ 𝐧. 𝐬𝐞𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐫𝗼

VI

𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐒 ❜

' WHY am i acting like this ' was all i could think of while walking to school two days later, i was listening to sza, who i started listening to recently because of her, trying to think of what to do with these feelings i have for yn

theres no way in hell she likes me back, shes just friendly with me like she is with everyone so what do i do now?

it took me a lot of overthinking but i still have no idea what to do, i wanna continue being friends with her because i like her company but that means im just gonna like her even more which is really bad too

while i was overthinking i spaced out and came back to reality after bumping into someone, when something like this happens i usually just walk away, i did start to walk away until i heard a familiar voice call out for me

as i turned around i saw yn, almost running after me

"oh yn im sorry i thought it was just a random person i wasnt looking are you okay?" i asked, both shocked and worried

"yes sei im fine dont worry" she replied with a bright smile on her face, 'how can anyone be this excited to be going to school' i thought to myself

why were you so spaced out back there tho?" she asked as she continued to walk, with me following beside her

"just thinking about stuff" i replied as she giggled

"okay fine i wont ask for details if youre not comfortable with sharing" she pointed out, i couldnt help but smile

as we walked into the school we got a few glances from people, theyre not really used to pretty, sweet and full of life yn hanging out with me i guess

it doesnt really matter to me tho, she doesnt look like it bothers her either, she looks rather excited

i walked her to her class and got back to mine, which is too much walking to be honest but i dont care because i just have a need to make sure shes safe

as i walked into class i got greeted by my favorite purple haired playboy of course

"nagiiiiii i missed you sooooo much its been forever !!" he screamed as he latched onto me

"bro its been three days" i looked at him with a blank expression

"yeah but so much happenedddddd you werent there for it and now i gotta share it with you in excruciating detail" reo exclaimed, smiling

so i sat through the entirety of english, listening to reo talk about his date with yns best friend, as the door bell rang i grabbed my backpack and walked outside the classroom, reo followed after me and continued talking about bfn (best friends name)

"you just talked about this girl for like 45 minutes and you didnt tell me if youre even together reo" i commented

"well of course we are, i can easily set you and yn up now" he said winking at me, jokingly pushing me

"do you have something to tell me tho" reo asked and i shook my head in reply

"well i heard you and yn went to the skate park a couple of days ago, why didnt you tell me?!?" he argued as he proceeded to act hurt as i rolled my eyes at him

"i mean we just hung out as friends why would i tell you about it?" as i said those words, i instantly regretted it, yn walked passed us, what if she heard it?

what am i thinking so what if she heard it? we did just hang out we never actually called it a date, besides she probably thinks the same since she doesnt like me either way