play it in my head

Yeah a book...

"ok Estella you can stay in the gest bed room my dad won't be home until ten tomorrow" said Gwen I nodded as I walked in. As I layed in the bed I started to sing a song that sing when I'm sad

I have climbed the highest mountains

 I have run through the fields 

only to be with you

only to be with you

But I still haven't found what I'm looking for

but I still haven't found what I'm looking for

But I still haven't found what I'm looking for

I believe in the kingdom come then all the colors will bleed in to one 

bleed into one  

But yes I'm still running 

you broke the bonds and ya loosed the chains 

carried the cross of my shame 

oh my shame you know I believe it

but I still haven't found what I'm looking for

but I still haven't found what I'm looking for

But I still haven't found what I'm looking for

I still haven't found what I'm looking for

I still haven't found what I'm looking for

I still haven't found what I'm looking for

by the end of the song I'm in tears and as I cry m myself to sleep I wonder what did I do to deserve this life

I wake up to the bright morning light I walk out of the gest room into the bath room but then I remembered I don't have any clothes so I go to  Gwen room and ask her if I could where some of her clothes " Hey gwenney can I borrow some of your clothes? " then she says " I don't think my clothes can fit you be cause well you um.....you have uhh boobs". I a m utterly surprised by what she says I nodded and go to ask Finney if I could borrow some of his clothes. Before I knock on his door I wonder if some one would think I slept with him be cause they might recognise his clothing. Then I had and idea the most horrible but brilliant idea I should sneak into my room  my window and get my clothes and bolt. As I stood in front of my window I start having second thoughts. No Estella your a brave girl you can do this as I open my window I walk over to my drawer and grab under where a beetles can girl shirt there my fav band and I grab some jorts

I go back to the Blake's house hold get in the shower and get dressed " oh hey stells ..where did you get the threads from? " asks Gwen I look down and then back at her " oh I snuck home to get them " she nodded and we walked out the house not waiting for Finney

as we got to the school Finney appear behind us and says "why didn't you guys wait?" We both shrugged and walked into the school " Hey I'll see you guys later k? " I waved as I got to my class door . As I walked in I saw only Vance and the teacher " Hey Estella are you ok? " I looked to see Vance asking me if I was ok? That's strange he never cared about my feelings " yes I will be" he looked in sure and then said some thing that I will always think of " Hey I know what your going through my step dad  dose the same thing but I have a code word for it" I look at him surprised and say " what's the code word? " " dropping a book on your face" I nodded my head as he got up to put...hand sanitizer on a tissue? He put it up to his right eye and rubbed to reveal a black eye. He walked back over to me and said " now we can be twinning" and I smiled at his sudden act of kindness and said thanks he nodded as kids stated to walk in the room 

You know I don't think Vance is too shabby he's kinda......cute

A\N

Ooo Vance and Estella are getting  warmer I wonder what there ship name would be vstella or eanse? They both sound slow what do you think? And a little did not about me my favorite song is I still haven't found what I'm looking for by U2 that sing is amze balls!!