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Obsession or madness?

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It was morning and there was a new day. I hope that now everything goes well. This day of mine turns out well. But it does not happen like that. But the world is based on hope, so I will not lose hope.

I am the eldest daughter of the family, surrounded by responsibilities, I have to do everything properly, whether it is relations or household work.

Even after doing everything, everyone finds faults in my work. I work very hard without getting irritated but still I am not valued.

Sometimes I feel like leaving everything and going away and living alone, but that is not possible because my feet are tied with my responsibilities.

I have a younger brother who loves me very much, he is the only one who cares for me.

My parents have a lot of expectations from me but they don't value my wishes.

They wants me to get married to a rich guy, that's why they always tells me to be loving and understanding so that someone loves me because of my beauty, but I don't want this, I want someone who loves me the way I am, the way I think, and who should love my soul.

"Uth Jaa maharani paani bhar kar leke aa" My mom was yelling at me to wake me up.

"Ji maa" I got up rubbing my eyes, I was still feeling sleepy because I sleep late after doing all the work at night, so I don't get full sleep.

"Hamesha aaram karti hai kuch kaam bhi kar liya kr" It feels very bad when after doing all the work someone speaks like this but what should I say, I cannot say anything to her because she is my mother, I got up from the bed without saying anything.

"Uth gyii ye" My father looked at me angrily and said, my father is four steps ahead of my mother.

I don't understand, I do all the work without any complaints, still why are these people always looking at me and angry?.

I stood there with my head bowed down and my father angrily walked away from there shaking his head to one side.

My younger brother Dhruv was watching me from behind the door and was waving his hand at me from there.

I looked at him and smiled slightly and waved at him. I know he feels bad when someone scolds me.

To tell you the truth, there is a lot of anger inside me but I am not able to vent my anger on anyone. If I tell my problems to someone else then I start crying while telling them.

"Tyaar ho aur paani bhar ke laa" My mother handed me an empty water pot and left it there.

I put the pot on the bed and took a nice stretch and sat on the bed.

Do something good, hey mahadev. I am not that bad. Do something such that everything becomes a complete perfect. Send someone into my life who can put an end to all these.

I sat on the bed and started thinking to myself, who knows a miracle might happen.

"Chal chandrika kaam pe lag ja" I got up from the bed and went straight to take a bath.

After that I tried to tie my wet hair but they are not tying it today. I was trying when suddenly a dirty sound reached my ears.

And this voice belonged to none other than my beloved, most beautiful friend, Tara.

"Haanji ho gyii aap tyaar" she said while coming inside the room she is very beautiful but I never compliment her, maybe this is what is called a best friend.

"Hmm" Without looking back I replied to her and started tying my hair.

"Kya hua?" She said while coming in front of me as she understood my irritation, I looked at her and pointed towards my hair.