Letter 1
Dear Alex,
Hey it’s Courtney. That was so stupid. I’m not really writing to you. My therapist thinks it will be good for me to write to you. She has tried everything and nothing works. Maybe I’m a lost cause. That’s what you used to tell me remember? Ha it feels like a lifetime ago now. She suggested I write letters to you in this journal. I think it is crazy. It makes me feel crazy. I mean writing to someone who is dead. I don’t know why you did it. You didn't leave a note. I can’t even begin to fathom why you would want to leave me and everyone who loved you. I just can’t believe you are really gone. I can still see your smiling face. The way you always knew how to make everyone laugh. The way you lit up a room. Your brown eyes, your laugh, everything about you. You are a tough person to forget no matter how much I try. I’ve tried to push your memory to the deepest parts of my brain but somehow you always find your way to the surface. Sometimes you would think I would get annoyed with it but I could never be annoyed with you.
Courtney
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FanfictionCourtney used to be Austin Mahone's best friend until he left. She stopped answering his phone calls and responding to his texts. She thinks their friendship is over until their best friend, Alex Constancio, commits suicide. Now Austin has come back...
