Unexpected

Chapter 7- Willow POV

A month later...

Sex scene fair warning

After what happened, I've gone back to my old self, hiding and shutting out everyone... luckily, the girls don't push me to talk about it, but Jason has been beside me even when I've pished him away. He always comes back, no matter what and I love him even more for it. Unfortunately, I've been sick in the morning and am not able to keep certain foods down.. I'm pregnant and worried it's that guys baby, but he had just started when Jason came in, so there's no way it's his.. I got tested immediately afterward and cleaned as a whistle. Jason has no clue I'm pregnant, considering I'm taking the test now, but I just have a feeling it's positive, but I'm worried about what Jason will say and his reaction to it.
I'm sitting on the bathroom floor with a cup of my morning pee and 3 different boxes and brands of tests. Kay and Ari are with me, Ari is anxiously walking around, muttering to herself while Kay is next to me, rubbing my back and looking at the tests while I have my eyes closed and head in my hands as Jason starts texting me. I hear my phone alarm go off, meaning time was up to look at the tests so I looked at Kay, whose eyes were huge and jaw was dropped so Ari looks and is equally as shocked then smiles as I look at the positive test results... all had either a plus sign or say "positive" on them.
"Oh my god. I knew it. What do i do? What's Jason going to say? What if he leaves me? I couldn't handle that! Oh my god!" I throw my head into my hands again and start crying softly while the girls hug me and reassure me, saying that wouldn't happen and how much Jason loves me and will love the baby. I finally calm down and look at my phone, seeing Jason texted me 5 minutes ago that he was worried about me and was coming over which I yelped about and told the girls, who both got up, helped me get my room and outfit picked (pic up top) then we planned on telling Jason after I got the ultrasound so if he thought I was lying, I'd have proof.
While I waited, I set up an appointment for the next day at 1:30 p.m. and both the girls were coming with and I'm beyond thankful for them both. Ari said she had to get Angel and gave me a hug before she left. Kay and I waited in the kitchen while looking up what to do when finding out your pregnant (AN: I'm a mom, so ik what I'm talking about with this) and saw parental vitamins so Kay said once Jason got here, she'd go shopping and has a cousin whose currently pregnant and will ask her what's ok and not ok to eat and drink while she's shopping. After a few minutes, Jason knocks then walks in, smiling and carries my favorite flowers and snacks, which makes me smile and tear up, hoping the pregnancy doesn't change anything with us.
Jason gives me a quick kiss before sitting next to me, pulling me onto his lap while gently massaging my thighs while Kay says she's leaving and will be back soon. Once she's gone, Jason asks how I've been and I lie, telling him I'm fine which I feel horrible about but after tomorrow, hopefully everything will be ok and he won't have a bad reaction. He softly kisses my neck, sucking softly and I moan. We've had sex a few times since what happened but he's been super patient and not pushing with me, another thing I'm extremely grateful for. I wanna ask how he feels about kids and just say it's something I'd want in the future just so I'm prepared when I tell him tomorrow. I slowly pull back the kiss, making Jason whine like a baby as I giggle.
I look at him in his pretty hazel eyes, blushing and ask, extremely nervous, "Jason.. how do you feel about kids? Would you want any in the future?" Jason looks caught off guard at first, then smiles and says, "I'd love kids princess especially with you. I hope they look like you and have your personality. Why? Do you want kids?" I nod, relieved he wants them, "I do desperately. I raised Angel and realized how much I'd love to be a mom. Is that silly?" I look down embarrassed but Jason lifts my chin up and says, "No babygirl. That says a lot about the kinda person you are. Despite what's happened to you in your past and raising your sister on your own, you still love and want your own kids. I'd love to have a family with you and get married one day. Why? Wanna start making some?" Jason wiggles his eyebrows teasing me but I shake my head, laughing and say, "I would but Ari is getting Angel and bringing her over for a few weeks." I bite my bottom lip, forgetting how much Jason loves it when he groans and I feel something hard poke my ass which I grind against him, making him wrap his arms around me, saying in a husky voice, "Don't start something if you can't finish it princess. I'll bend you over the table and take away your ability to walk again. You want me to?"
I stutter out a "yes" before Jason jumps up, taking me to my room, locking the door as I get undressed then lay on the bed, fully naked as Jason gets his jeans and shirt off, not taking his eyes off me as he climbs to me, quickly making out with me as his tip slowly teases my entrance, making me moan softly and grip his hair. He slowly slides in me, groaning at how I feel when I remember the baby and ask if we can make love instead which he nods, surprised since I'd never asked him to do that. He starts off slow and gentle, kissing me and telling me how beautiful I am and how much he loves me, leaving no part of my body unkissed, his hands on my hips, grunting.
I can tell he's holding back but until I ask my OBGYN about rough sex, I'm not taking any risk. Jason moans, saying how amazing I feel and I pull him to me, making out with him as he slowly goes in and out of me, tense and my legs start to shake. Jason grabs my legs and holds them as I scream in pleasure as I orgasm, feeling euphoric. Apparently I say something in the middle of it that causes Jason to freeze and look at me in shock. I finish coming down and ask him, confused, "What? What's wrong babe? Is everything ok?" I go to rub his face which he snaps outta it and says, "Your pregnant.. that's what you just said. Is that why you were asking about how I felt about kids baby? You were worried I was gonna freak out and leave you?"
I look at him, crying and nod, ashamed I'd planned on keeping it from him. Jason pulls out, quickly helps me with aftercare, getting us both dressed before climbing into bed and pulls me close, saying, "Baby, I'd never leave you, no matter what. I've always wanted kids but never found someone I'd want them with.. until you. Am I scared? Fuck yes I am but I'll be here for you, no matter how moody and bitchy you get cause it will happen. I'll love you when you scream at me giving birth saying how it's my fault." He kisses my forehead as I sob, surprised and happy about what he said and tell him about the appointment tomorrow which he says that he'd never miss one, no matter what. I hear the girls laughing and talking along with some guys voices which I assume is Kevin and Ari boyfriend.
Jason rolls his eyes as I sigh, not wanting to move but we get interrupted by knocking on my door, Angel asking if I'm here. Jason gets up, unlocking the door before laying back down, cuddling me as Angel and Kay walk in, giving me my vitamins and mentions some good she got me that her cousin suggested that helps with morning sickness and safe for the baby. Angel jumps up and down squealing which causes Kevin to run up and make sure we're ok which obviously we're fine. I eventually fall back asleep in Jason's arms not long after Angel leaves us alone. I fall asleep to Jason softly humming a song and him rubbing his hand up and down my lower back, instantly making me fall asleep.
The last thing I remember before falling asleep is him talking about the baby and that's exactly what I dream about, our baby... who looks like the perfect combination of me and Jason and has my personality which Jason said he'd hoped would happen.