MY DESIRE

ch11

" are you okay?" Hobi asked looking at kook

" Y..yes i am " kook said getting out of his imagination

" I don't think so " hobi said give him a look

Kook looked at him confusedly not knowing what to say

" What are you thinking deeply?" Hobi asked as he observed kook zoning out recently

" Nothing hobi , just missing my parents" kook said as he wanted to visit their house very badly

" Ask eomma kook she will send you there " hobi said understanding his feelings

" There is no need for that hobi I am fine now . Come let's prepare for tomorrow's exam " kook said diverting him

Later both prepared for exams and had dinner. Hobi was sleeping peacefully but kook was thinking deeply

KOOK POV

I miss my parents a lot . I want to go there but I can't . Why is my life like this?
I wish I was born like a boy instead of a girl.
I hate being like this. I don't want
to be like this. What's my fault? Why am I
Being punished? Why can't I visit
My parents? Why should I do everything as per others ?

Thinking about his life kook started crying and slept after sometime.

NEXT DAY

Kook started doing his work but his mind was wandering around. He is not concentrating on anything . He is just doing work because he can't avoid it.

" Kook what happened? What are you thinking?" Mrs.kim asked as she observed him

" Nothing eomma " said kook who was startled all of a sudden by hearing the voice

" Stop thinking about what happened yesterday and focus on the work " mrs.kim said understanding kook thoughts

" Yeah ok eomma " kook said and started doing his work after mrs.kim left he started thinking about yesterday

FLASHBACK START

" Eomma I ..I am missing my parents can i go to my home please" kook asked slowly not knowing her reaction

" Yes kook you can go once tae comes back" mrs.kim said understanding kook

" When will h.. hubby come? " Kook asked slowly

" I don't know kook maybe after his exams " mrs.kim said unsure of tae arrival

" But eomma I didn't see them for 8 months can you please send me there. " Kook requested on the verge of crying

" Kook I can't do anything wait till your husband comes. You can't go single there after marriage " mrs.kim said getting annoyed

Kook just cried silently after listening to this
He can't do anything. He badly misses his mom from last week

FLASHBACK ENDS

He knows that he can't go anywhere without tae. But his little heart wanted his mother's warmth but he couldn't do anything

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After 3 days