FRAGMENTS (lesbianstory)

Chapter 50

Deanna's POV

It's almost been a month since my last encounter with Heather. But the heartache I felt that day still lingers on me. Did I make the right choice? I hope so.

I make my way to the kitchen and there is anna and Andrei.

Yes I chose anna, though she hurt me by lying to me but she didn't cheat on me and I'm very sure that she never will. I forgive heather for cheating on me, but I found myself scared what will happen in the future if I chose her. I'm afraid that one day she'll do it again, but my heart still craves for her.

It's a battle against my brain and heart and my brain won.

Don't get me wrong I love anna, I know I still do and I told her that I want to make it slower this time. I want to start over, a fresh start. No lies just love.

We didn't have sex anymore nor kisses. I told her I'm not comfortable by it for now and she respected me.

"hey babe, you woke up? Come here sit. I'll get you food. Anna said

She's still the same person as before, a loving, caring partner. After I talk to her, we didn't label our relationship for now. I said I want us to build a new relationship together and she gladly agreed to it.

After I ate, I sit outside the house. Thinking about heather, I wonder how she was, is she doing fine? Hope she eats well and not let herself get sick.

"Deanna?? Hello Deanna??

Startled and look at anna.

"Ow anna? Did you call me?

"yes for a couple of times. What are you thinking?

Anna's POV

"Nothing. She answered

But deep inside I know who she's thinking. I thank Deanna for choosing me at the end but I know deep inside her heart it's not me that she loved the most.

This past month I saw her struggle, most of the times it's like she's not herself, staring to nothing with a longing eyes. Sometimes in her sleep she called heather over and over again. and when she woke up she started to cry again.

It hurts me seeing her like that it broke my heart. I know she loves her dearly but in the end she still chose me. I love Deanna so much that's why I'll do everything I can to make her happy.

"Okay then. How about can we go somewhere today? Like a date please?

"I'm sorry anna but I don't like going outside.

"Please Deanna just this once please? We're just gonna watch a movie and have dinner. I promise I won't ask you to go out anymore if you don't want to. So please??

"Fine. I'm going to get ready. Then she stands up and start to go inside but I stop her.

"Thank you so much Deanna. I love you so much. I hug her and kiss her forehead. She just smiled and went inside.

The day went fast and now we're almost having a dinner. Deanna seemed to enjoy and she smile a lot today and it melts my heart whenever I saw her smiling.

"Thank you for this anna. I enjoy tonight. So I think it's our time to go home? She said and I smiled

"Sure but there is one place we need to go first.