Irresistible

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written 16/10/2024

first hour friday.

i walked to class and saw him standing at the end of the hallway, his black pants, white blouse and blue soft sweater over it. he looks in my direction and i try to avoid his gaze by looking down. "Hi" I say softly he looks at me with a soft grin "good morning" i walk in class and sat next to a friend.

i try to give some answers to his questions. " very good Naomi" i look down and try to control my blush. a few minutes later "like naomi just said" this time i look at him and he looks at me with his irresistible grin.
He turns around the write something on the whiteboard I could see his muscles through his sweater. He turns around to ask the class a question but I'm busy watching his hot ( hot!!!!!!!) veiny hands play with the pen. I couldn't stop thinking about how his hands would feel around my neck.

the 3rd hour i have a lesson from him again. this time we had to start by reading the new chapter while i was reading i felt his eyes burning on me. (i was sitting in the middle of the right row and he was sitting on the left front at his desk) i looked to the left and he was sitting with his chair pushed back and was looking at me piercingly. i immediately looked back at my book but couldn't concentrate on the text.

he was talking to another student about politics and i couldn't stop wondering what it would be like to have a private conversation about history and psychology. there is something attractive about a man who is intellectual and knows things about everything... something that boys my age don't have.

everyone starts packing their bags "Naomi can you stay after class" I assured my friend that I would be there and that she should go to class already. after everyone was gone I walked to his desk where he was sitting diagonally. my smaller size compared to his height made my brain fuzzy. "hi" I said softly "hello Naomi" ( oh GOD the way he says my name !!!!!!!!!!) "i have the feeling that you are distracted a lot in class, are you okay Naomi?" my mind goes blank how am I going to come up with an excuse??? " u-hm well there is just a lot going on at the moment , I am also very busy with assignments and homework for school you know" I feel my cheeks turn bright red. he grins at me, I look down to avoid eye contact because I am afraid that he sees through my eyes what is really going on... I feel his fingers on my chin which makes me look at him "if there is anything you can always talk to me you know that right?"
"yes sir" .

he gives me a believing smile "good" oh shit i look at my watch and realize i have to go to my next lesson "oh my god im so sorry i have to go to my next lessons. Uhm thank you so much for your concern!! but i have to go" he laughs out loud and "okay okay we don't want you to get in trouble do we" he places his hand on my lower back as he leads me to the door "no no exactly"
"good girl."