Sad Notes and Stories for Sad Souls

Note: Suicidal Thoughts

The world is so cruel, that you end up thinking about ending it all.

The world doesn't love you, maybe you have lost everything or you feel so invisible that you don't feel acknoledged at all.

But does suicide really solve the problem?

I believe to think that life is not our home but rather something else.

Suppose you want to become a race car driver, you have so much built up excitement that you began learning right away. However before you can become a full race car driver, you must practice first.

You sit down in a simulation machine. A fake wheel, a giant screen, rumbling seats, fake pedals, all of the good stuff.

You practice and practice but you know it isn't the true experience. It is just a learning one.

That's what life is, our bodies are simulation machines. When you prick your finger, you feel pain and blood come out. But you don't feel your soul in pain, because our souls operate this machinery as a simulation. A simulation of our true realm. But we cannot go to the realm without practice first.

It is why when relationships fail it hurts your soul, because your soul was trying to connect with another. It is why when you hug a person, you feel connected but not completely. It is a simulation.

In your racing simulator, you feel a gad pedal get stuck. The game crashes but all you have to do is replace the pedal and your back in. Same with life, you get an injury but all you have to do is allow that wound to heal and your back in.

But what if you become sick of the simulator, the computer is unfair and you keep losing. So you rip out the stick shifter and break the machine, you go straight into actual racing but you are totally unprepared.

You wished you had stuck it out a bit longer, even if the computer was worse than the actual racing.

So when you think about comitting suicide, just know that when you do it too early. You are unprepared for the realm ahead.

I don't believe when we die that we lose our existence, there's studies done that prove that we have souls that do in fact leave our bodies. Its why humans are so different from even a basic animal.

We are supposed to practice first, we are to learn how to love, how to appreciate beauty, how to work hard, how to enjoy happiness, how to give and be thoughtful.

Without that, we will not know how to do so in the next true life.

If our lives get so hard that the thought of suicide becomes tempting, just know its only the computer getting really hard. Level 5 sucks but Level 6 isn't so bad.

And once you finally die at your proper time, you will be proud to know that you are prepared to live your true life in eternity, properly.

Ride out the simulation, even if life never truly gets better, you will have the accomplishment of having one of the hardests levels to endure. The experts are made by hard levels, you want to be one of the professional players who can easily ride out a diffcult level right?