This guilty love - Jikook & Taegi ☑️

9: Something 💜

"Jimin isn't coming back, again?"

Yoongi nods as he continues to cook.

Taehyung pouts. "It's lonely without him," He Sighed. The older just stays silent.

"Hyung do you have a secret lover or something?" The omega suddenly asked.

"Why is that any relevant?"

"Just curious and you come home abit late, " Taehyung shrugged nonchalantly looking around the kitchen.

"no need for it. Even if I did, it'd be a secret for a reason,"

"oh come on! I'd want to meet them,"

"Why?"

"Just to see what kind of a person you like,"

"just out of curiosity?" Yoongi raises an eyebrow, glancing back at the omega.

"Just out of curiosity," Taehyung affirms with a nod. Though he wasn't looking at Yoongi, he was biting onto his bottom lip looking a little anxious.

"Just say it," Yoongi returns his eyes back on his mixing.

"what?"

"You're making that face. When you have something to say but you're too afraid to say it,"

"am not," The younger huffed.

"You are Tae. Just say whatever you want to,"

The decorative clock on the kitchen wall ticks loudly in that moment of silence as each second passed. After what felt like hours, Yoongi finally hears Taehyung clear his throat silently, or trying to.

"I'm sorry," He had his hands clasped on his lap, looking down with squinted eyes. Yoongi froze, at first he was confused as to what this apology was for but it dawned on him a second later.

you should be

Yoongi thought. His nights since that night have been sleepless. The ache in his heart was painful no matter how much he tried not to think about it or tried to forget it. The moment would get replayed in his mind over and over. He was also sure that his first kiss, since him and Jimin had agreed to never kiss during their arrangements.

"I'm sorry i-"

"It's fine," Yoongi silently inhaled and exhaled.

"No hyung, hear me out. I'm sorry I felt something,"

The older immediately turns around, turning the cooker off. "What?"

Taehyung stands from his seat and gets around the table so he was standing more closer to Yoongi.

"I'm sorry my heart raced when we kissed. I'm sorry that it wasn't an accident, I'm sorry that I wanted more," There was more confidence in his voice, overpowering his previous anxiousness as their eyes locked.

"Are you crazy? what are you saying suddenly?" The alpha mumbled, his eyes were wide as saucers feeling dumbfounded.

"I'm sorry, not really. I like you," Taehyung closed his eyes tightly, hands fisted at his side. Everything became dead silent and the omega felt too scared to open his eyes.

But when he did peak his eyes open, Yoongi still had the suprised expression.

Yoongi gulped "Since when?" he said.

"I don't really know. I never really saw you as my brother. But for the sake of our parents I tried to. God I really tried," He runs a hand through his hair frustratingly. "There was a time during my final uni exams I was super stressed and felt so drained, you came home and found me at my worst in the midst of a breakdown. You hugged me and said 'Taehyung-ah let's get something to eat' and then took me on a long drive," There was a soft smile on his lips."You drove us all the way to the Han river from Daegu and let me rant and cry with some tteokbokki and fried chicken then ended the night with some ice cream,"

Then Yoongi had taken him to his and Jimins apartment let him stay for the night. The next day the three went to watch a movie, then the arcades before finishing the day with a big meal in a restaurant. At the end, Yoongi had drove him back home since he still had exams to study for.

The alpha remembers it all clearly.

When he went to visit him in his room that evening, it was unusually dark with the omega curled up in his bed with swollen red eyes. He did what he thought was right which was give Taehyung a needed break.

"I knew since that day with my feelings, I can never look at you as my brother," He ended with a sigh. Taehyung clasped his hands behind his back, and looked at Yoongi. "But hyung I wasn't the only who felt something during the kiss, was I?"

Yoongi looks away.

"you-"

"We're supposed to be brothers." Yoongi says firmly interrupting the other, his eyes stayed on the floor.
"It's not right,"

"Says who? we're not related," Taehyung took a step forward.

"You told me around the time we first met how happy you were that our parents found each other. How your mother was the happiest with my father more than she's ever been, how you were looking forward to having a brother after being a single child for so long. We can't ruin that, "

"wait. Hold up," Taehyung puts a hand up. "If you're this worried, then you do feel the same?"

Yoongi lifts his head and their eyes met again.

"No, it's wrong," Yoongi said walking away from the kitchen. "We're brothers, else we'd be betraying our parents, their happiness,"

Taehyung follows behind. "Hyung aren't you just lying to yourself? I know you felt something too, just say it" He ushered as the two were in the hallway. Yoongi grabbed his jacket on the way, looking for his keys. "Are you running away right now? That night, you kissed me back. Even if it was for the moment. You wouldn't let just any omega kiss you. Hyung-"

In a swift motion, Yoongi turned around and pushed Taehyung against the wall, caging him in between his hands.

"Yes!" He raised his voice higher than normal. "I am so fucking in love with you, you're all I ever dream of. Ever since we first met!" He breathed out. Taehyung just looked at him with wide eyes, his scent seemingly changing from frustrated withering scent to a sweeter blooming lilac scent. Their gazes were connected, Yoongi's eyes were fierce as ever. Taehyung felt intimidated but not in a bad way.

" You wanna know why I'm on suppressants whenever I come home? Because of you. Because all my wolf wants to do is put you in heat and claim you as our mate. Make you into a mess, mark you, make you ours completely so no one even dares to look at you," He growled lowly, his eyes flicked to golden for a second before returning back to brown, a way of showing that his wolf was also present in everything he was saying.
" Do you understand what all that means?! "

Taehyung gulped and licked his lips with a small nod. "it's not impossible,"

"We can't Taehyung. What about our parents?" both Yoongi eyes and voice soften. "What if they hate the thought of their sons, who are supposed to be step brothers, in a relationship?"

The younger shaked his head. "They're not like that. Both my mom and your dad are understanding and reasonable people. Hyung, they're not going to hate us for falling in love. We'll convince them even if they're against it,"

"It's not going to be as easy as you say," Yoongi sighs, dropping his hands to his side. Taehyung was quick to grab both his hands, holding them in his palms.

"Why do we need to care about what everyone else thinks when all that matters is our feelings?" He places one of Yoongi's hand on top of his chest. "I'm serious about you and I won't give up knowing that you feel the same too,"

Beneath his hand, Taehyung's heart was racing like crazy. Yoongi slid his hand up, cupping his jaw as his eyes flicked between Taehyungs lips and eyes, inching closer.

When the omega saw the older hesitating a little, he took the first step and closed the gap between their lips.