Cookie pov
I waited by the car and saw one of my sisters, Keisha, walking out with her man Samuel who was a complete tool and friends with Puma. Shit ain't no place to hide in this big ass parking lot. Keisha spots me. She walks over and says. "Hey little sis what you doing here." At that moment Luscious comes out. "Ba...Oh Hi I'm a really good friend of her's you must be Keisha." She looked at me like wait til momma find out. "Yeah me and Lu here was just hanging." "Mmm...is that so huh. So when did you start going to the mall with boys as fine he." "Cooks was hungry." He spat back and I knew I should just tell her the truth. "Come on spit it kid I know that is lies." "Promise you won't be mad." "I promise." I took a deep breathe and took Lucious's hand. "We've been dating for two years now. He proposed today. I'm also a drug dealer." She looked at me wide eyed. "Are you out of you god damn mind. Cooks your the smart one." "Yea I'm also the thug one. Please don't tell Mom or Carol and most definitely not Sista it's none of their business at least not til I finish moving." I said up front no splurging at all. "So you moving." Shit I said way too much and Lucious noticed and pulled me into him. "Yeah she is you know goes along with marriage." Keshia looks like she about to have a heart attack. "When you getting married?" She asked. "Before we graduate high school." "And your serious?" She asked him as I looked up at his face. "I'm very serious. I love your sister so much I'll die for her. She's my reason to live." Said Lucious giving me a kiss. I let him show off maybe because it was sweet of him to say what he had. I pulled away and turned to face my sister. "Don't you have a date to get to." I said and she walked away and jumped onto her boyfriend's back. "That went well. At least she didn't see the Victoria secret bag." I laughed and got into the car. "You know you need to give me my gun." He looked at me and shook his head no. I folded my arms and sat quietly. "I'll give it to you when we get home." He drove off. "But what if I want it now?" I asked. "Don't start with me woman!" Ugh he gets on my god damn nerves and I'm not in the mood to argue with him nah but I know he hates being ignored so that's what i'll do. He drove and it was quiet as I played with my bracelet. "Aight you wanna go on the wheel first or last?" I just ignore him and crack my neck. "You're really gonna do that?" He asked and I opened the glove compartment and opened it to find my ipod. I pulled it out with my headphones and put them in my ear. I see we're almost home. Once we pull up I hop out the car and slam the door. I open the apartment door with my key. He comes in behind me and sets the stuff on the floor. "Here is your gun." He walks off to the bathroom and closes the door. I hear the shower come on. I go into our closet and pull out my short dress and my black manolos. I laid it on our bed and knocked on the bathroom door. "Get out of the bathroom Lucious!!" I yelled over the sounds of the water.i get no response. I guess I'm going in. When I opened the door it revealed a naked Lucious. Jesus. I turned away fast and stood at the door frame with both my eyes closed tightly. "I'll be out in thirty." Is it bad that his voice turned me on. I walked to our bedroom and sat on the bed with my head down. That boy got the body of a sex god. And oh Lawd Jesus let me not forget that jawline. He looked sexy as hell mad. He walked out of the bathroom and looked at me. Well at least I can feel his gaze on me. "You talkin' to me?" He asked and I stayed quiet more likely from the shock of what I saw then my bit of anger. He walks up to me. I see that he's only in a towel. He grabs my chin and gives me a kiss. I try not to kiss back but his lips are part of why I'm addicted to him. I start feeling on his muscles which made the kiss more passionate. Lu pulls away. "If don't wanna lose it just yet then you might wanna stop kissing me." I nod and get my towel and clothes and walk to the bathroom without saying a word. He grabbed my hand and pulled me back into him. "At least give me a word." He said in an annoyed tone. I look up at those hazel eyes of his that I fell for and said nothing. I wanted to annoy him the way he did me. I pulled away and went into the bathroom locking the door. It reeked like him in here. I turn the shower water on warm. I peel off my clothes while the water gets ready. After I finish taking off my clothes I hop in. I sang in the shower and moved my hips to the words I was singing as I spread the shower gel onto my hands and lathering myself in it. I let the water fall onto me riding me of the gel and allowing my voice to splurt out. Once I'm done handling my business. I hop out and dry off. I don't even bother with that lingerie. I put on my regular undergarments. I put on my blue dress and zip it from the back. I smooth it out then I sit down on the toilet and lace up my heels. After I'm done that I do my makeup very light. Then I spray my perfume on and walk out. I make sure I had everything. I walk in and see Lucious doing push-ups. I swear he lives to turn me on but no I walk out strutting and get my purse. He walks in the living room and grabs his shirt and puts it on slowly. Showing all his abs. I can't help but stare. Oh but he wants to play so will I. I moved my hair to the right and tie it up into a side ponytail to show off my left shoulder then make sure my lipgloss is on right which I've already done in the bathroom but I know he loves my lips. "You ready?" He asked. I just walked out to the car. He followed. "Look you at least gotta talk to me this silent shit ain't workin' and it most definitely ain't gonna work in marriage." I shook my head no and he got all aggravated. I laughed at his expression. "Well at least I make you laugh." I stop just to erk him. "Look if you gonna be like this the whole date what's the point of going." I got in the car and sat if we weren't going on a date I'd go home. "Fine I'll drop you off." He hops in and pulls off. I stare at my ring and start to fiddle then realized I can't go home there gonna be smoking and I have asthma. He got to a red light and looked over at me as I continuously fiddled with the ring. "Problem with it?" He asked as I slid it off. I put it in the cup holder. "Thanks for helping realize I can't trust you woman. Here you go you home. I'll have Bunkie drop off yo stuff and the watch since it's in the house." "Lucious there smoking tonight." I said in a shaky voice as tears streamed down my face. "That ain't my problem no more remember you just took the ring off." I cried and got out of the car. "You promised you wouldn't break my heart and I took it off because I wanted to look at it from an angel that wasn't on me so I'd know how you picked it." "Yeah ok whatever." puma started to walk up. I turned to him and he tried to kiss me. I push him off. "I'm busy right now.Can't you see?" I asked. "I wanted to know did you wanna go out since it looked like you just broke up with Lucious." "NO get away from me." I said moving out of his grasp. He grips my arm. "I damn well sure she said get off of her." Luscious said pushing me into his arms. I held him tight. I breathed heavy and I knew I was having a problem with my asthma but I didn't have my inhaler on me. I had it in his car. "This ain't got shit to do with you Lucious." "It has everything to do with me if you fucking with my fiancé." I tried to pull him away to the car so I could get my inhaler. "Oh yea from the looks of it she took the ring off." Puma kept talking. Which was making Lucious even madder. "She Just took it off to look at it right Bae.....Bae?" I could no longer breathe so I Fell onto the street probably scraping my knee. Lucious comes and picks me up but I can't breathe. I see him grab my inhaler. Before I could think anything he pumped my inhaler for me. "Baby I'm sorry breathe for me ok." I finally get myself together and is able to stand on my own. "I'm sorry also for taking the ring off without telling you what I was doing and ignoring you." He had tears in his eyes as he hugged me. "I'm sorry I said those things to you I love you. You know that right." I wiped his tears and nodded I officially cannot live in this neighborhood and he wouldn't let me that I knew for sure. "You're also moving in with me fully. No offense but Imma might have to kill your mother and her friends if you stay here." Before I could reply puma had to say something. "Aww look at Romeo and Juliet." Lu smirked down at me. I pulled out my my gun from my leg. "Actually we like Bonnie and Clyde" I say as I shoot him. He falls and Luscious and I go into my mothers house. "MERCEDES DIANA HOLLAWAY what are you doing here?" She screamed damn I never use that name and Lucious looked at me "Mercedes?" I walked in and went to my room and packed all my stuff and walked back to Lucious. "Just where da hell do you think you going." She said blowing smoke in my face. That's it. I grab that bitch wrist and twist it. She must wanna kill me. I punch her in the face. "I'm leaving as in getting the fuck outta here that's where I'm going bitch wit yo loose ass pussy." Lucious came up to m and pulled me away as I started to cough from all the smoke. "Breathe baby okay. Mercedes tho that's your name?" Ugh I can't stand that damn name. He gonna tease me about it forever. "Maybe I'll call you that when you naughty." I laugh and slap his chest. "I'm a good girl now lets go." I say a he grabs the bag out of my hand and puts it in the car. I get in and he puts the ring on my finger. "Never take it off again." He said sternly and I nodded. "I wouldn't dream of it." I said as he took my hand in his hand drove to the carnival. Yes I love these. I want a teddy. We get out the car and buy the little tickets. "You wanna teddy bear don't you." He probably can tell by the look on my face. I nod. We walk over to the games and he plays the basketball game and wins like I know my baby can because he always playing ball. "Pick a prize" The creepy guy says. He look like a dude that would chop you up and put you in his car. "The purple teddy bear." Lucious says as I hold onto his arm scared ass hell. "What's wrong?" He asked. "He creepy" I whisper in his ear. "Don't worry I got you." Lu says as he takes the teddy and hand it to me. I hug it. It's so big and fluffy. He laughs at me and I push him. "Mercedes." "Ugh don't call me that or do you want me to use your name." "You don't know it." "Really DWIGHT." I said loud and his pupils dilated. "I won't use it in public if you don't ever call me that shit again. That's is fucking embarrassing. At least you got a normal name I don't know what the fuck is a Dwight." I laugh and nod. "I like Lucious better anyway it fits you." He smiled and leaned in to kiss me. I accepted the kiss and slowly moved away. "Can't really kiss with the big teddy bear in my arms babe." "We can throw him away.""No we can go on the wheel and then if you want we could go home but we will not throw away Dwight." "What's at home and really?" "Yes weally." I said in the cutest baby voice I could muster. Lu smirks. "So what you gonna call me Da Da too." "No I definitely will not I am in the 12th grade I get straight a's I can speak english clear enough to refer to you by our name thank you." I said in that know at all tone he both admires and hates. "Yeah ok come here" he pulled me into the photo booth. I hit Dwight's head. Lu starts to kiss me as the the thing starts taking pictures. In everyone we are kissing. He pulls me onto his lap. "You sure you know what you want?" He asked. I bit my lip and nodded. This time I start the kiss. I straddle him. He pulls away. "If we are gonna do that we gotta do it right at home." HE said in a husky tone I found it completely sexy. I get out the booth walking fast to the car with Dwight in my arms. Lu is on my heels. Once we get in the car I've never seen him drive faster in my life. Probably all the holding out getting to him. We got home and to say I was nervous was an understatement. I threw Dwight on the couch though. I walked into our room and to our closet. I closed the door and leaned against it. "Cooks." Luscious said knocking softly on the door. "I'll be out in a sec." I walk over to the Victoria secret bag that Lu had brought in here before we left. I notice that it has a bunch of Stuff in it but I'm only looking for one thing and one thing only. Instead I hear the door open and Lucious walk in. "What you lookin' for?" "The right thing to wear." I tossed the words his way not worrying about how they sounded. I feel him pick me up in his arms. "It won't matter Cooks I love what you wearing right now" "But I want to do this right." I said finally finding the item. I unzip my my dress and slid it off. I hear Lu take a deep breath. He turns around so he doesn't see anything before the right time. I unclasped my bra and saw Lu trying to sneak a peek and I turned so he couldn't see anything but my back. I put on the lingerie it fits perfectly. I look at myself in the mirror that hangs above our bed. I look sexy. But I still wonder how he knew my sizes. Probably had help. "You can turn around now." I said. He slowly turned and his breathe hitched when he saw me. "Y-y-you....... L-l-ook a-a-ma-azing." He stuttered out and I giggled at how cute that was. I walked up to him not knowing what I was doing and took off his shirt. Then I played with his belt buckle. He took my hands off and held them. "We have to go slow you know that right?" I'm not stupid I know that but being smart right now wouldn't help anyone. "Yes DWIGHT"I said and he smiled. "It sounds different when you say it." "So are you giving me permission to call you that?" "On occasions yes. But for tonight it's Lucious." He picks me up and lays me softly on the bed. "You sure about this?" He asked. I bit my lip and nodded. He moved down towards my vagina. I moved up incoherently following my norm. "You're nervous baby you need to be calm down okay. Btw I don't use condoms I pull out." That just made it way worst. What am I suppose to do about that see we should have spoke about this before. "Look don't worry I always pull out safely. It will hurt at first but I'll go easy." He says as he pulls down my thong. He dips his head in and licks my clit. I pull it up fast. "Shouldn't we at least talk about the condom thing?" I asked nervously I can't just do this all willy nilly I mean saved it for a reason and I'm not ready for kids or anything just yet. "Would you feel better if we just wait?" "Maybe think about if we want kids because I don't trust the pull out method." I said. Lu lifts up. "Aight we can chill and watch a movie." He flops on the bed beside me and turned on the TV. "No I want this I just need you to answer some questions before hand." He turns the TV back off and looks at me. "Ask anything you want to know baby." He said. "Well first why pulling out is your method I mean there are so many different ones." "It's my method because those damn condoms are annoying. Plus that's what I know." He said."But how am i sure that works I mean statistically its the worst method." "Well let's see sorry to bring this up but every girl I've been with and used this method they never ended up pregnant. So those statistics you learn in Health don't apply to me." "Do you even want kids?" "Yes Cooks I told you that this morning I said lots." "How many people have you been with?" I see him tense up. Damn. "Roughly around a thousan." My mouth hangs wide open. He starts to laugh. "Nah about twenty since I used to have regulars but if that's more than that then it was nights I was fucked up." "Don't mess with me like that stupid it could get you into some problems." "Aight anymore questions." I was a bit mad at him saying that but I had one more question. "Umm are you I mean have you ever been tested for anything?" I felt uncomfortable asking this question but I have been to make sure of everything. "Yes I go every month even though I haven't got none in two years I still go." "Was I not suppose to ask that?" "I told you can ask anything. But if any of them hoes that I had before you then the bitch would have a problem." "You want to ask me anything make this less awkward." I can see him thinking. He licks his lips. "You ready?" "other than that cause I think we've established that I mean look at what I'm wearing." "Have you been tested?" "Of course I wouldn't propose to do this if I didn't which is how I found out that I can't take birth control pills and can't stand shots." Lu nods. "Aight. Let me ask you this are you flexible." "Yes I do cheerleading how is that a question. Anything else?" "It's a question because you are gonna be in a lot of positions and no I don't have anymore." I get scared then. "We don't have to do this if you don't want to I don't wanna pressure you. I could sleep on the couch if it helps" "It wouldn't and I just need slow okay well at least at first." He nods and slides back to where he was. I started to shiever with the fear of not knowing what could occur I mean use my brain so I don't have to feel this way. Lu pulls my thong back down and licks my clit again.I moaned softly but I still felt nervous and I still shivered. He slipped his tongue in me. I gripped his hair with shaking fingers. He looked up at me pulling his tongue out and going up to my lips. "Baby it's okay to be nervous okay but I need you to calm down a little what can I do for that to happen?" He asked in a soft tone onto my lips. "Music maybe yours or mine." At this point I wouldn't care which one of us it was blasting through our stereo." Lu got up put on a CD. Of course it was me. Singing hey mama He is totally obsessed with that song cuz it's about him. He went back to me and kissed from my neck to the valley of my breast working his way back to my clit. Instead this time he put in one finger. I groan and he goes up and kisses my lips inserting his tongue and having a battle with mine before pulling away biting my bottom lip. "You ready for it or you want another warm-up?" "Warm-up." I said fast remembering how big he looked when I walked in the bathroom earlier. Lu inserts three fingers this time. I throw my head back moan. He leans forward and unties the top of my lingerie with the other hand. He takes it apart with his teeth since its a zipper bra. He latched on to one of my nipples. "LU!!!" I moan out as he bite down on my nipple softly. He pulled it out of his mouth. "You like that don't you?" He asked and i bit my lip and nodded as he took his fingers out of me and sucked the juice off his fingers. "What does that even taste like?" I asked still not understanding why people did that. "Honey why don't you try some and tell me what you think it taste like." He said slamming his lips to mine and lacing his tongue with mine making me taste myself. I have to admit I taste fantastic. "I taste good." I hear Lu taking of his pants and throwing them on the floor. The nigga went commando and he hard as hell. I nod at him. "You're big you are you even sure you'll fit?" Lu nods. He slides his head in slowly. OH MY GOD. "Shiiiiit" I scream and cry because it hurts so much and I look down for a short second he's now only half way in and I'm bleeding. He leaned down to my face and wiped my tears. "Baby are you okay?" He asked his voice filled with concern yet still Euphoric. He was having the time of his life and I'm here crying because it hurts. "Yeah I can take it" I lie. He keep pushing in. By now i'm bowling and it's obvious that I can't take any more. I start crying what if it's always like this. "Baby what's wrong?" "I can't do this Lucious I can't I'm too small and it hurts." he pulls out. "Aye I'll put on a something for you to watch." "I dont want to stop though I want to finish this." I say as he comes down and whipped my tears. " You're sure about this?" He said kissing my cheek. I nod. "Okay but tell me if it hurts okay don't lie to me." I nodded as he pushed in again and this time it didn't hurt as much at least til he tried to fit a bit more in. I squeezed my eyes shut trying to avoid tears. "I'm all the way in. See you can take me." He said kissing the tears that had seemed to escape. "None before you could." He kissed near my ear and whispered "Open your eyes for me baby I swear it'll be over in a little while at least the pain will." His tone soft and soothing and so I did as he said to and opened my eyes. He started to move inside me. I grab on to the sheets trying to hold my screams in. "Nah don't hold it scream for me." "LUCIOUS." I said finally feeling pain and realized at how good this actually felt. He looked good in control but I seem to want some so I flipped us over. I start moving up and down on him slowing. He grabs my hair and kisses me. I sit up straight still having him in me taking off the rest of the lingerie. I start to move fast and to my surprise he likes it this way as he cradles my hips and moves them in any direction he wants. I looked at him there was no way this pulling out thing was gonna work by the looks of how we were going but I don't care right now I just want to please him. My body start to shake as he goes faster."Are you gonna cum for daddy?" He asked and I moaned out "Yes papi." His eyes flung up to look at me as he flipped us over so I was on my back. "You gonna speak spanish to me now?" He asked as he went faster. "si papá me jodas que gran polla dura. He sido una niña traviesa que tal si me muestran por qué tenía que ser flexible." "Oh ma I'll give you rough." He said pulling out and turning me on all fours while pounding into me fast and hard.I whimpered as he lips came close to my ear and he whispered "You want to see what flexibility can do?" I nodded as he pounded into me harder. He picked up my legs putting them in split format and he rammed himself into me. "Please.....papi moreeeee" I scream. He went harder and faster than he had before and I felt waves of pleasure. "You just came for daddy." I bit lip and nodded. Lu balls are slapping against my ass as he pounds in me. "Oh damn it just got hella tight in here." I feel him pull out and cum on my ass. "Worked didn't it." He whispers in my ear as I crashed onto the bed. "Yeah now get it off my ass and it would have worked to perfection." I wanna try something else tonight. Lu wipes the cum off of me. When he's down I push him on his back. I pick up his dick and lick it. Lu throws back. I spit on it. "Nah spitters are quitters. You started something Imma teach you how to work those lips on your daddy." I didn't need his help on this I took him into mouth and deepthroated him while humming. "Oh god h-h-ow do yyou knnow hhow tto do tthis" I ignore him and play with his balls. He moans out my name the one I told him not to say and I stopped. "you said not in public we ain't in public." "Thats what you said I said never." "Aight." He tries to get up but I push him back down. "No you stay" I go back to my sucking. I make sure to get all the spots I read about and work my tongue back up. I keep my gaze fixed on him and he splits into a bunch of cuss words. I suck on his balls. "You like that daddy." "Yes I do." He says as I feel him tense up so I go back up on his dick and suck hard. He releases a load in my mouth. I take it all in without messing a drop. Lu pulls me back up to him. "How do you like spankings