ISHA'S POV:-
He drove the car. We both are sitting silently as I glanced at him...the rain again started and I can feel his hands trembling.
The panic attack!
Its coming again...is it because the rain
It can be...
" Ruvansh... Ruvansh can you please stop the car?" I said to him as he looked at me and stopped the car.
" Huh...ammm you need something?" He asked his voice barely coming out.
" Yeah I want to drive!" I said.
" Amm...my home isn't that far I can drive you just sit comfortably hmm" he said denying me
Don't he trust my driving skill why is he so stubborn aghh sometimes I wanna punch him so hard but control isha.
I sighed and unbuckle the seatbelt and looked at him...he looked at me confusingly not understanding my actions.
I leaned towards him looking in his eyes the eye contact so fierce and vulnerable.
And I sat on his lap making myself comfortable and said
" Tumhe sach me samajh nahi aata na that when I say something than keep your mouth shut and just do it.... Ruvansh " I said his name softly as he nodded not fighting anymore.
" I can sit in the-" he was saying as I cut him off and said
"No I like it like this...you know you can hold me and I can drive... killing two birds " I said to light up the mood
He hummed inhaling my hair and wrapped his hands around me.
I started driving and after some minute I said " Baby can you call Abhi...and tell him everything hmm?" I said softly focusing on road
He hummed and called Abhi and put it on speaker after some minute he picked up the call
"Hmmm?" Abhi groggy sleepy voice come
" Abhi Isha is with me if her parents ask please tell them that she was with you" Ruvansh said
" Kya? I mean what are you guys upto huh?" He said suddenly his voice becoming excited from sleepy one
" Muh band kr apna jb papa puche toh bas keh dena we were doing night stay... chizen manage kr lena!" I said to him
" Voh toh mai kar lunga but I wanna know what you guys- wait is it raining...fuck...isha you are with him right...stay by his side okay...is he okay right now" Abhi said suddenly his voice changing into worried one.
" Yeah yeah he is okay...I'm with him... I'm going to his home. Will talk later" I said to him
" Be safe guys and isha take care of him I trust you!" Abhi said and cut the call
That means he knows about Ruvansh's panic attack...he might also know the reason behind the panic attack...well I'll ask about that later the first priority is too keep my Rooh safe. I drive fast and here we are outside his mansion.
As his mansion's gate opened.
I got out of his lap and the car as I offered him my hand and held them than we headed inside his mansion.
Its familiar place for me now as this is the second time coming here after the night we came together but this time its different. I directly lead him towards his room and came downstairs to bring water and something to eat.
I entered in the room finding it all dark. He turned off the lights.
" Ruvansh" I called him
No response
" Ruvansh?" I again called him my heartbeat racing more in worry
No response
" Ruvansh say something!" I again called him
" Isha!" I heard his voice coming from the corner of the room.
" I'm turning on the lights ok!" I said and turned on the lights finding him sitting hugging his knees like a kid and I heard his sobs.
I directly ran towards him and hugged him rubbing his back.
" Calm down Ruvansh...it's okay...calm down.." I said trying to calm him down.
"You shouldn't be here...you shouldn't be here... seeing me like this...no...go away isha...just go!" He said still not looking at me sobbing
"Why I can't be here ....you can't just throw me like this...you can't just tell me to go away when this is the time you need me the most... I'm not leaving you here...if you need some time I'll give it to you but leaving you isn't in option...!" I said firmly yet softly
" I'm...my past... I'm not worthy of you ishq...my past and present will haunt you...I don't want you to get involved...I became selfish when I made you mine...I was only thinking about myself...I should have...I should have considered your safety I should have thought about you... I'm sorry!" He said breaking in tears rolling down his cheeks constantly as he looked at me.
My heart broke...I can't see him crying I don't know when I started loving this man this much but atp I can really do anything for him...I can't see tears in his eyes no...
I wiped his tears and hugged him tightly.
" Ruvansh just know no matter how hard and difficult things are I'm here...now will you look at me hmm?" I asked
He than broke the hug and looked at me.
" I decided to give you sometime to share things but now I wanna know about the thing which is hurting you this badly but before that I want you to lay down on bed and feel little relaxed hmm!" I said to him which he nodded
As he sat on bed I made him lay down and laid next to him.
There's a silence of pain and loneliness so I broke the silence
" Do you wanna share it?" I asked softly
After some time he hummed and I cuddle him to ensure it that I'm here with him.
Next chapter a big truth will unfold!
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