hey guys. ive been busy cause i went out of state for a wedding then when i got back i started my new job and i made plans to update but then liam payne died yesterday.
its so surreal typing that. one direction is the first fandom i ever joined. i was in a really dark place and clung onto them. so to learn that one of the members died so early is so devastating.
i know he's been in some controversy lately and no one's excusing what he did or ignoring it. we're just grieving the person he was before he became this person we don't even know.
whether his death was or wasn't intentional, i will still grieve the person he was because to me, he help saved my life when i was really young. i mean i had a one direction book on here, two actually and i took them down because of shut writing but now i don't know what to feel.
and his son. he's leaving his seven year old child here alone without a dad. and liam was a great father.
i found out yesterday at work and ive just been dissociating ever since. its bad. im gonna be like this for a while. and i know some people will be like 'you're being over dramatic'. understand, i grew up with this person so heavily in my life. its like when micheal jackson died. everyone was grieving and some still are. can't judge people for who they love.
parasocial relationships suck man.
im sorry if this isn't the update you wanted i just wanted you guys to know why updates are taking so long. you guys deserve to know.
thank you.
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