✧─── 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑴𝒚𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒚 𝒐𝒇 𝑺𝒊𝒍𝒎𝒂'𝒔 𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒉 ───✧

✎𝐀 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐥 ✐

The next morning I woke up I had to go to school, great I fucking hate school now that she is gone I don't have no one to talk, well at least I have An(Anna)

As go to school I was greated by an

"Hey em!"

"Hi, an!"

I hug her

"How you doing today?"

"Am good"

"...You went to silma's grave again?"

I don't get why an doesn't like it when I go to silma's grave she gets mad at me

"No"

"Good, she's dead you need to accept it"

The bell rings and we go to our sits now we gotta listen to these adults who couldn't find another fucking better job and "don't get paid enough" they are just a bunch of assholes

After classes I went home throw my backpack in the bed I didn't have lunch I wasn't hungry and I don't want to see my mother

"Sisi?"

"Abby?"

"Mommy told me to tell you you're going to have extracurricular classes"

Great another fucking annoying asshole

"Fine"

I grab my backpack

"Where do I need to go?"

"It's in your school"

"Fine..."

I started walking to school, oh god... Fucking hell no... This isn't a extracurricular.. THIS IS A FUCKING EVENT SHIT! I need to scape!

"Miss, emilia were you think you are going?"

"Hiiii.... Miss Garroth"

"Please enter"

I entered and onece I saw what was the event about I wanted to scape, an wasn't here

"Talking with different people!"

As go and sit already thinking of ways to not kill myself without no one noticing

"Emilia with Charlie"

Fuck it...

As I go towards Charlie and say hi to her

"Hi Charlie... How you doing? It's been a long time since we talked"

"Oh Emilia! Yes it's incredible how we just to be the bestest of friends it's a shame you started hanging with silma's to much we bearly talked"

"Yeah... "

"So.. Charlie emm.. You told me you wanted to be a professional gymnastic how is it going?"

"It's going great actually!"

"Am going to go a competition this week am do exited!"

We expended the hole class talking, if you thought I was a introvert let me correct you am actually very extrovert but.. Silma's death hit me really hard, and I really want to stay away from Charlie, silma's told me to try to not talk to her I asked why and she told me she couldn't tell me

I got back from school and enter my room Throwed the back in the chair and fell right into the bed

End of chapter two

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17/10/2024