[BG'S JOURNAL] || SP. BOOK

Chp 7

10.29.24 [8:40 PM]

It’s raining heavily here... T^T and I’m scared! Taehyunah left the room to grab some fresh milk for me so I can sleep~

My other three brothers are in the guest bedroom. They’re here to support me with my project! I’m so happy we get to spend some quality time together until tomorrow!

Oh! Taehyunie is back with my milk!!!

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WHY I'M BLIND?
"I finally found peace... in the darkness."

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I’ve always hated my appearance.

Every glance in the mirror, every reflection, every glimpse—I couldn’t stand it. I’ve always been ugly, and because of that, I hated looking at myself.

The disgust ran so deep, I knew what I had to do.

I needed to make sure I’d never have to see myself again.

I went into the bathroom with a spoon and a pair of scissors, my hands trembling but determined. I lodged the spoon carefully beneath my right eye, feeling the pressure as I pried it from its socket. My vision blurred and darkened as I tugged it free.

The scissors were next.

I felt for the vein that connected my eye to my brain. One cut, and the pain exploded behind my eye. I wrapped it quickly, the bandage soaking with blood, but the first part was done.

The left eye was harder.

I couldn’t see now, everything was just shadows and pain. It took twelve attempts to finally pull the eye out, my fingers slipping as blood ran down my face.

And cutting the vein?
Eight tries before I got it right.

But finally, it was done.

Yey, I'm done!

Now, I’ll never have to see myself again.

🔥.