REGRETFUL REVENGE

Part-20

Y/n pov

I felt like someone was beside me. I opened my eyes and found Jungkook near me. I suddenly got up and backed away to the headboard of the bed.

Jk: oh, sorry, did i disturbed your sleep?

Oh, so he know how to say sorry too

Jk: y/n you can sleep. I will-

I stayed like that, looking at him with my cold gaze

Yn: what are you doing here? *cold voice*

Jk: um...I... I just wanted to see you, it's been a long time right?

yn: so

He looked down

Jk: I-i'm sorry. I'm really sorry for everything i had done y/n

Jungkook pov

I was about to hold her hands but she took her hands away from me

You:Are you here to give me your mere apology for those vicious sins you had done to me. Aren’t you even ashamed of coming In

Jk: y/n-

You: if you have no idea on how much you had hurt a girl by abusing her in all the worst ways possible then please at least stop showing in front of her like this. don't even come in front of me in the name of this forgiveness

Jk: y/n... I want to change...please, I want to be a better human, a better father for our child. I want to start a new life with you-

You: WHY??.why do you want me in your life in the first place? I was just a part of your revenge and this child, did it mean something to you?...don't forget. You r*ped me.

Jk : During this journey of revenge there were times in which I was on the verge of falling for you.. Yes there were times when I was unknowingly falling for you but I always kept my revenge above everything.... And i really regret all that, i regret my every deeds. I wish i was raised well, maybe then we would have been able to forget our revenge and live together...and about this child i would love to be his/her dad because you will be it's mom.

Yn: shut up! You're telling me you developed feelings for me in between? That might be lust...pure lust. There's no way a monster like you will love someone. You can never love someone. Neither you deserve someones love

You:I will never love someone like you. Say how much you regret your actions, my life in these past 2 years was really traumatising, it'll remain like a permanent scar inside me till my death...I'm feeling pity for this child coz you'll be his/her father.

The tears which I had been trying to hold since a long time started to roll down towards my cheeks. Her words were really sharp, it was piercing through my heart like a sharp knife. I understood her hate for me has no limits. Can I even hope a little for her forgiveness?

I thought about leaving her alone. I shouldn't have met her now. The wound inside her was fresh... I don't want to ruin her peace more, I thought of giving her time.... But i was determined from inside that i will never giving on her

Y/n pov

He stood up and was about to leave

You: you might have heard of the divorce

Hearing that he stopped near the door

Author pov

He halted my steps at the doorway, his face hardened his expression changed

Jk: sorry yn.....but never think i'll sign those papers

You: whether you'll sign those piece of papers or not there wasn't any relationship between us from the start nor there will be any relationship between us in the future

Jk: i know you're mad at me. I know i'm kinda forcing you by keeping you in this relationship with me but can't we give us a chance again? I'm changing yn. I can be like whomever you want.

You: you disgust me. You're so shameless *yells*. Were you really sorry?

Jk: I am .But I can't make any sacrifices by losing you. i'm sorry y/n

*he left*

Jungkook pov

After coming back to my room I sat on my bed. I took a small frame of our wedding photo and stared at it for a while. Yn looks so young in this. She looks significantly different from how she looks now.

Jk: I'm sorry for forcing my opinions on you again even though I don't want to hurt you anymore. I just want us to be together forever. I'm craving to be near you. Also I know it hurts you to keep your rapist's child. I'm doing all this to keep you with me yn... I know you're worried about raising our child with me but trust me.... I can promise you I'll never disappoint you in that. I'll love you and our child like my dear life

After a few weeks

Jungkook pov

It was really hard to keep myself away from yn, sometimes I had to sneak inside her room at night times like 2am/3am to see her. At day time I keep myself busy with my work. It is a great relief that Hanni is around yn the whole time. Even Hanni also barely talks with me. I know I deserve it, but it kinda hurts me seeing my dearest sister behaving like this.

It's her 3rd month ,I have already read a bunch of books related to parenthood.

Hanni pov

Hanni: You Saw the room Jungkook is arranging for the baby. He's buying a lot of stuff. Aren't you going to see the Room.

Yn didn't said anything and continued reading the magazine 

Yn: aren't the divorce papers not ready yet

Hanni: I Contacted My friend's brother. He's a lawyer. I hope he'll help us with this. Those previous lawyers must be probably threatened by jungkook 

Yn closed the magazine and sighed heavily.

Yn: I should have left somewhere from the hospital itself. 

Hanni: I know you're upset, I'm trying Yn

I go and sit besides yn, 

Hanni: I'm extremely sorry for not doing anything for you till now but I'm really trying. You know him right 

Yn: ….. I'm going to my room. 

I sighed, 

Jungkook pov 

I was sitting on the swimming pool area talking to one of my men through my phone 

Jk: if they refuse this time also then just finish them. Did those weapons arrive?

Man: yes boss 

Jk: hmm.. good hand them the money then

??: Jungkook 

I looked behind and find Hanni standing there 

Jk: yes

Hanni: what are you exactly upto?

Jk: what 

Hanni: don't act dumb now. I know you are playing against me. 

Jk: It's you who is playing against me 

Hanni: Jungkook your games is becoming hella annoying-

Jk: then give up already, nobody is forcing you to participate 

Hanni: I won't unless you set yn free

Jk: I don't want to keep her here as any prisoner, I want to keep her here with me as my queen 

Hanni cut me off by a harsh slap 

Hanni: you’re saying this about a girl whom you r*aped continuously for a year. You think she'll be happy with you. She won't. Look I'm also a victim of r*pe. Would you give me to Jaehyun's hands if he ask you the same 

Jk: the difference between me and hi  is that “I was sincerely sorry for what I had done with her”