I'm sorry.
You are not that hard to love. Loving you ain't for the weak, but it ain't for the strong either. I guess we just go through the toughest of times that makes forgiving and sacrificing, giving more of yourself to another all the more hard. I did not mean to say that. I didn't mean it at all when I said that it's hard to love you. Well, it should be hard to love you, as we're meant to learn how to love another person, instead of just only accepting the parts of them that are easier to love about.
It isn't loving if you only love the easy and tranquil parts of a person. It's not love if you cannot bring yourself to learn how to love them when they're being unreasonable, or hard to deal with, or just being an awful person for a period of time. But it isn't to say that we only must deal with them being difficult. Loving is also working on your difficult and unfair side in order to ensure happiness with the person you are with tomorrow. Loving is also dtriving to improve the side of you that is crazy and unreasonable.
Loving is all about accepting, but also, loving is all about striving to become a better person.
