LUSTY LOVE- JUNOON ISHQ KA

Part 5

FF: Lusty Love- Junoon Ishq Ka
Part 5
Payal : Khushi ? Are you alright ? ( She asked as Khushi jerked out of her thought and looked up at her )  I was saying all alone since last few minute but you are all lost ? Everything alright ?
Khushi : Everything fine .. Why do you feel there is something wrong ..
Payal : You are behaving weird do you know that ? I am noticing this change in you since last few days .. Are you sure You are hiding nothing
Khushi : Payal please .. You are now irritating me ...  ( She said with her tone little louder making Payal frowned )
Payal : fine .. I am not going to bother you ... I really don't understand you sometime ...
Khushi let out a sigh, she should not have lashed out on Payal Unnecessarily .. She have no role to play with her life problems ..She pressed her forehead by her fingers as she said letting out a sigh
Khushi : I am sorry Payal .. I should not have shouted on you .. I am just fucked up ..
Payal:  Your state is saying it loud woman ... Now Tell Me ... What is bothering you .. Your Mother in Law ? Why don't you  just give a good peace of mind to her .. She needs to understand that not everything is into our control
Khushi : It's not Adarsh's mother .. Her Vemons are much better  considering him ..
Payal : Him ? I didn't get though ? About whom you are speaking about ?
Khushi : Arnav Singh Raizada ( She finally stated as Payal sat down clutching her hand tightly ) There is something which you don't know Payal
Payal : What ?
Khushi : Me and Arnav ....  things have gone beyond  the level .. I have slept with him
Payal : So ? ( Khushi looked up at him scrunching her eyes) No .. I have known that you both have ended up into a bed few years back due to intoxication ... but was there anything to worry about ? YOU both just ended up on the same bed sleeping and snoring that is what you have told me
Khushi :.. Payal .. You are not understanding where I got stuck myself ... I slept with him again Payal just few days back and it was beyond sleeping and snoring .. ( She said sighing harder) And I was not intoxicated ...
Payal : Holy Fuck ! ( She shouted but instantly sushed herself looking around ) Are you Serious ? You are cheating on your husband that too with your elder brother in law .. What is happening ? First you both kissed each other and Now this ...
Khushi : You need to know one more thing which I have not shared with anyone till day  ..  Me and Arnav have dated eachother before my marriage with Adarsh .. But things does not clicked well and we parted ...
Payal : What ?  You never said any of these to me ... My assumptions was never wrong ... The Flame had not rise from one side.. It's from both the end .. Gosh! But  are you seriously cheating on Adarsh ?
Khushi : Please stop it ... I am already in so much of pain ... Now please you don't start of it ...  Arnav was not the one who believes in marriage ... He can promise me nothing ...and You know my prospects on marriage...  I tried Payal to make him look through the pros of marriage but then I cannot change someone mindset Can I ? And when I understand the type of relationship He is expecting from me .. I walked out ... I simply walked out of something which have no future..

Payal : Do you love him Khushi ? Do you still have feelings for him ..
Khushi : I am married Payal .. For Heavan sake ..think before you speak ..
Payal: Darling did you realise your marital status when you had sex with him ?  Tell me Khushi Do you still have feelings for him
Khushi : No ... ( she closed her eyes tight before looking up at her ) I don't know ... Everything is fine till now... But suddenly He is hell bent in wanting me back in his life ..  I am messed up ...
Payal : you seriously in a big maze my dear friend ( she said patting her cheeks ) Take a deep breathe and think wisely what you want of yourself ...? By the way How do you feel sleeping with him ? Does His horse works properly at this age ? Do it fit inside you properly ... You got an old man into your bed
Khushi : will you just shut up .. He is defiantely not a next door old man ..Stop Criticizing him ...
Payal : Were not you the one who use to make fun of him about his sperm count and now look at you ? Is it working properly ...
Khushi : stop it will you ?
Payal : Are you regretting it Khushi ? Are you guilty ?
Khushi : I should be ....but then I am not feeling any guilt . I don't know why but my body respond positively to his touches .. I .. I .. should die with shame ..
Payal sighed as she pulled her friend in a hug rubbing her back to soothe her uneasiness
Payal : Relax Khushi ... Just take a deep breathe .. ( She pulled her back from the hug )
Khushi : You hate me right ? I did commit a sin ...
Payal : Khushi .. Why should I hate you .. You are behaving absurd .. Relax .. We all are adults .. We all have seperate sexual needs and desire .. and not everything is in our control always .. if He had forced you things would have been different but if it's consensual between you both .. I think you should discuss ..
Khushi : Discuss ?
Payal : ofcourse with your Jeth ji ... Be Calm and discuss with him ...or else just let it go ... He is not going to stay long here .... Once he go back to abroad .. You can let it go ..and continue your marital life with Adarsh...
Khushi : Are you sure things won't get complicated ... ( She let out a sigh ) I am just thinking unnecessarily .. Arnav Singh Raizada is just a guest for few days ...Once he return back things will fall back into place ..
Payal : Are you sure He will let you go ? You just told me He threatens you ...
Khushi : Payal Why are you scaring me Now ...Please !!
Payal : Ok! Relax ...You have rushed your marriage with Adarsh .....I will say it again ... Adarsh might be a good husband but can He be a good lover to you ?
Khushi : Payal stop it ..
Payal : What ? You should have known it better .. Now please come you looked worn out ...  Let's grab something to eat from the canteen
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Sharing her thoughts with Payal really worked for Khushi, She could feel the weight finally getting off her ..
Khushi has returned back to house only to meet Adarsh who is already present in the room shuffling the channels of the TV
Khushi : Hey,  you are early at home today ? Are you feeling well ?
Adarsh : I am fine .. Don't worry highness ... Tell me how is your day ?
Khushi : Good .... ( She said keeping her office bag away, as she took out her change ) Shall I bring  Coffee for you ? ( She frowned finding a trolly near the wardrobe ) Does anyone going somewhere .
Adarsh : Relax .. Maa has given me a coffee .... You must be knowing that Bhai was for a visit at Mumbai Branch last week .. He wants me there to execute the branch for a while ..
Khushi : Adarsh.. Since your brother has returned back .. You hardly stays available at home .. He chokes you down to work Do you realise that ?  Can't you understand He is deliberately doing that to you ..
Adarsh : Why would  he do such thing Khushi .. ? Khushi please try to understand ... Bhai works like this only ..if I have to stay at AR Design I have to match his steps .. I cannot risk losing my position there ..
Khushi : What about us Adarsh ? Do you realize how distant we became in this one month ?  I am not asking you not  to prioritize your career .. But please don't make other's fool you ...
Adarsh : Khushi .. What do you want to say ? You are fussing unnecessarily ..  The company is our family business Bhai may lead it but then I cannot just sit and let my position in the company go away ..
Adarsh sighed as he tried cupping Khushi's cheek
Adarsh : Khushi please try to understand .. I am doing everything for Us Baby .. For our Future Baby .. Don't you want to see your husband as a sucessful Businessman just like Bhai ...
Khushi : Why you need to compete with your brother Adarsh .  PLEASE don't loose yourself ..  .... You don't need to prove anyone .... Everyone has a special quality ... and you have your own ... Please .. He is just using you for his own benefit Adarsh ... He is creating rift between us ..
Adarsh : khushi stop it .. Why Bhai will create rift between us ... Do you realise what you are talking about ? First you  had problems with Maa and Now Bhai what is wrong with you ..
Khushi : I have a problem with your Mother ? You are saying me this Adarsh ? Knowing very well how your mother treats me ? Tell me what is my fault if i could not concieve ?  She behave as if I am bad omen to the family ... Have you noticed it ? You do .. but then you could not say anything to her ... You could not defend your wife
Adarsh : I have told you Khushi .. Ignore Her ..  why can't you just let it go ..  But She is my mother Khushi I cannot just lash out on her or throw question on her .. that is not right .  Please try to understand my point of view ..
Khushi : but you can let your  mother humiliate your wife what a brilliant thought
Adarsh : She is not bad ... You also know that .. Neither she wants bad of us ... It's just she is upset with you ( Khushi frowned) US ..
Khushi : It's me... You are right .. I am the orgin of every wrong happening in all your life.  You are Right ... You mother keeps saying me I am Barren not even considering how the words pierce my inner soul .. I am a human being too ...  ( She shouted as she rushed inside the washroom )
Adarsh : Khushi listen ... You got it wrong ... ( He said throwing his fist in the air, as Khushi slammed  the washroom door behind her )
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Khushi let out a sigh as she sat near the bed hugging her knees ...  When she have came out of the washroom, Adarsh has already left for Mumbai ... This is the very first time in their eight years of Conjugal life when something like this happened .. Adarsh has left without bidding a bye .. she just glanced at her mobile phone expecting He would atleast text her but then there was nothing ..
Does she really rush in marrying Adarsh ... She closed her eyes letting out a sigh with tears rolling down her eyes .. She opened her eyes with a jerk before she looked at the otherside of poolside .... The Lights are On .. that means  He is there in the room ..
Wiping out her tears, She stood up gathering her broken self ... She walked towards his room through the poolside
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Arnav was busy working on his laptop, when he heard a knock on his french door ... He walked ahead  opening it only to find Khushi standing there ..
Arnav : What a surprise ? What got you here till my bedroom ? Could not able to deny my charms anymore ? (He asked smirking at her before He finds Khushi throwing herself om  him making him step back holding his balance )  Khushi ? What's wrong baby...
Khushi : I need you Arnav ..  I need you so much .... ( She whispers as her hands travelling down to grab the bulge against his pants )
Arnav : Khushi .. ( He said cupping her face as he leans close to her ) What happened ? You were crying ? Tell me ?
Khushi : Please .. I need you .. I need you don't deny me ... Or you think me as a bad omen too isn't it ? That is why you left me Ten years back .. Promising me nothing ...
Arnav : Never Khushi .. Who told you are a bad omen ...? You can never be a curse Khushi .. You are an angel ... An angel who had enlighted my dark world with her beautiful presence ....
Khushi :  then why did you walked away leaving me there ... Did you realise how did I feel then ?
Arnav : Khushi .. I have never walked away .. It was you who turned awat... You knew my point since the begining of our Relationship .. Don't you ?  Yet you started expecting something which I cannot give you ..
Khushi : Why cannot you promise me a marriage ? Is it so much that I have asked for ... Wish you would have given me a hope then Life would have been different today .. You compelled my Life ...
Arnav : Did I ? Khushi Marriage is something which I object and I have my own reasons for it ...But that does not mean my feelings for you are not genuine ... which is not at all true ...  you know that too .. You compelled it by rushing into a marriage ...You didn't even give me a chance to explain my point ... 
Khushi let out a sigh as she moaned softly feeling his lips on her as her hands started making her own accord over his body ..
Khushi : Why did you come back Arnav ? Why ? I was leading my life all happily till your return but then you messed it up ?
Arnav : It's an accusation ...  You are accusing me without any reason .. And You really think you have a sucessful marriage .. But trust me I find it toxic one ..
Khushi : Arnav Please .. ( She cried feeling his lips near her cleavage )
Arnav : Louder Khushi ... My name sounds so good from your mouth ... Khushi ( He  raised his head up only to looked up at her ) Are you sure You want this ? There won't be No going back ... Tell Me Baby ... ( Khushi who was too lost at the moment, both emotionally and physically just wrapped her arms around his neck, Her body is burning with needs and desire )....
Arnav leans picking her up in his arms as he carried her to his bed but not before drawing the curtains around the room
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