Unwanted Obsession

12. Luke

Fuck...I can barely breath...the feeling inside my heart was unreal. My innocence is gone. It belongs to him now. And I have no ounce of regret. Sure I'm a little sore and can't stand properly because of how much my legs are trembling, but right now he's giving me the most amazing after care ever, despite me not ever having aftercare happen to be before but still! The sex and aftercare combines felt amazing...shit...Jason. What's wrong with me? Why am I so stupid!? Xavier tightens his grip around my waist as he finishes washing me in the shower before picking me up and out and wrapping me around in a black fluffy towel.

He carries me out the bathroom and back to the mattress. He sets me down on it on my stomach. He finishes drying me and puts a familiar set of clothes on me. An oversized dark blue zip up hoodie, white baggy T-shirt, black ripped jeans...my clothes from home. I look back at him from over my shirt. He gets up and goes to the bathroom to sort himself out.

He walks back out, wearing his shirt and pants again. He walks over before laying down beside me and pulling my on top of him so I can rest my head on his chest. He gently plays with my hair while mumbling a bunch of praises. I start to feel more guilt build up. I bury my face into his chest to try get the thoughts out my head. As if he could feel my guilt, he pulls me closer so he can whisper into my ear. "Are you okay Red?" He asks sweetly.
"...yeah...I just...you know i have a boyfriend...right?" I ask...he knows me so well, he had to know that I'm dating someone, if not then...maybe he lied to me. I look up at him. His stare is soft, and I feel safe in his grip.
"Yes. I know. But he made you cry." He pushes my face back into his chest. "He hurt you, Luke. I'm not going to. I'm never going to allow you to get hurt by anyone. I have to protect you, Red."

...he sounds so sweet...so genuine...I trust him as well...please don't be lying to me...Xavier. My eyes get droopy as I fall asleep.

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When I wake up. I realise I'm somewhere completely different. I'm not on an old mattress, I'm on a nice comfy bed. The sheets are black. There's red LED lights on around the ceiling of the room and along the top of the headboard of the bed. There a black carpet. The walls are pitch black. The window is covered by a silky black curtain. There's a bunch of shelves with random stuff on it. Books, plants, pens, pencils, paper, expensive cologne, etc. There's a wall full of just two mirrors covering the entire wall, top to bottom. It had a handle so it must be a wardrobe. There's a black desk with a red themed gaming set up. A tv above a couple black draws in front of the bed and a single black door.

Where am I? I sit up and look around the room. I'm by myself. What's going on? Am I dreaming? I swing my legs over the bed and try to stand up but quickly fall backwards...huh. So now I know why people say they can't walk after sex. Suddenly the door swings open and there's Xavier carrying s bunch of stuff in s box. When he sees me he quickly puts the box on the floor and hurried to my side and makes me lay back down in the bed.

"Red, you need to rest." He says while gently moving my hair out my face. He pressed a kiss to my forehead as he tucks me into the bed.
"Xavier? Where am I?" I ask, completely confused as fuck. He chuckles as he sits down on the edge of the bed.
"You're in my bedroom, Red. Just get some rest, I'll bring you up some food. I promise, you must be starving." He says as he kisses my forehead again and gets up.

He picks up the box and starts to put stuff away in random drawers and shelves, then I realise, that's mg stuff from downstairs! What's he doing? "...Xavier? What are you doing?"
"I'm putting your stuff away in your new room, since last night I thought it would be s good idea for us to be able to share a room, allows us to be, closer." He looks back at me before he goes back to putting my sketch stuff and clothes away.

I rest my head back down on the comfy pillow...maybe he isn't that bad. Ugh, why is everything being so confusing? I just need to clear my mind. I snuggle up to the blanket and I get a big whiff of his expensive cologne. Fuck it smells so good. Dammit Luke! Just sleep and clear up it mind! Ugh, I'm too awake to fall asleep. I twist and turn in the bed. Causing Xavier to look over to make sure I'm alright while getting annoyed form the constant ruffling.

Suddenly my eyes widen as I feel a strong grip grab onto my ankle and pulled me under the blanket to the edge of the bed, making me squeal. I shove the blanket off my head only to be met with a stare from Xavier. I look back at his menacing gorgeous eyes. He brushes my hair out my eyes before kissing my cheek. "Stop shuffling around, the sounds annoying." He says, fair actually, I'd be annoyed if I was in his shoes. I nod as I press a kiss against his lips as an apology before going completely red when I pull back.

He looks at me and raises an eyebrow. I gulp, i cower back under the blanket out of embarrassment, oh my god that was so bad!
Help me!