ONLY GIRL IN SECTION GOLD

prologue.

evan xapanta

"evan xapanta" i introduce

I was standing in front of the class, kakapasok kolang pero gusto ko nang lumabas, maybe kase walang babae.

oo walang babae

"evan, i thought lalaki ka kaya ka siguro napasok sa section nato" sabi ng guro "evan.. bakit ka pinangalan ng panglalaking pangalan?" tanong ng guro

tf, kaylangan bang mange alam ng buhay?

"ahm..hindi ko po alam" i said and i find my sit.

mga ilang oras na ng makaalis ang guro ay wala nang pumasok na kasunod, napatingin ako sa nasa likoran ko dahil napaka tahimik nila

its make me feel weird

"ev..evan?" I look at the man who call my name, its was.. I don't know him

i look at him with a confused reaction

he sit next to me.

"I'm jake" Pag papakilala nito "don't worry I don't bite" dagdag nya

bakit...?

"why? wala ako sa mood"i answer

"hindi kaba naiinitan? ang init init naka hoodie at pants ka" sabi nito

yes.. I'm wearing black hoodie and white pants I can't wear my fashion clothes, becouse of my bruise, they did this to me, I can't.. I can't trust anyone specially men..i dont trust men

I hate them

"hey van why? you look scared?" he ask me

napalunok ako at umatras ng kaunti, but umusog sya papalapit

pinagpapawisan, kinakabahan

a-ayoko

"d-dont" i mouthed.

"what-?" he ask

I quickly grab my things and leave them speechless, pumasok ako ng cr at naghilamos, I don't wear make up so wala akong problema

"ev you dont need to be sensitive.." i said "evan listen..." I talk to my self while looking at the mirror "gays are monster...but.. you are now surrounded buy a men and you don't have a choice" i breathe in and out

right..i need to be used of it..

god

"i... I wish i get rid of this trauma"

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WALA paring guro ng makabalik ako ng upuan ko, huminga muna ako ng malalim bago ako ngumiti uli.

i can do this.

pag dating ko ay parang wala silang napansin sa sobrang ingay nila.. isa pa ito sa ayaw ko

ang maingay, i have a trauma din kapag maingay..

i put my earphones on my ear.

tahimik lang ako sa gilid ng magulat ako sa pagdabog ng lamesa, tumingin ako sa lalaking bagong dating he looks....good but scary

who the hell is he?

"what the fuck? who is she yohan?" he said and point at me

"ahm.. transfer sya ace" yohan said.

"did i fucking agree?" he shouted

i will control my anger issue as long as i can do

"yes you are, i ask you yesterday and you said 'yeah whatever' " its yohan.

"what-.. i thought she was a boy? ev- ev what?"

"evan" i answer him

he look at me "miss you should leave this section, you are not suitable here" he said

"why would i?" I ask

"leave" he said "you have one weeks to think lady" he finish the conversation.

as if naman na aalis ako.

"even 2 weeks hindi ako aalis" sagot ko,

tumaas ang kilay nya at lumapit sa akin "you better leave miss" sabi nito at hinawakan ang ulo ko kasabay ng paggulo ng buhok ko.

ts.