// iris. //

nulla

agony wrapping around my crown

starclan why pressure her?

I feel like the problem

there's an astroblem

in my heart

I would start

sobbing.

throbbing

pain.

if they weren't so vain.

she would've lived

I want her revived

now.

now.

now.

It's my fault actually

I didn't see her breaking down.

I could've sworn

to starclan

that I would protect her

yes, I did

not mentally however

I'm a failure

i'm a vermin.

a divvy

so asinine

just shut up.

I lived idyllically without her

I left her to rot.

digging my head into her fur

her pelt soaking my tears like leaves

I miss her purr

oh those thieves

I was one of them

stealing her joy

perhaps because I was born

into this sickening world.

I wanna meet her

say sorry

wait!-

can't

why not?

too late.

she's dead

I don't care

I'll do whatever it takes to see her once again