Added by fate ||Jongseob x fem reader||

Why me....

Rachel POV-

I'm now 7 months pregnant... I haven't talked to Jongseob or any of the boy since... that day... I haven't been in the best state of mind I'm depressed I have... Thoughts bad bad thoughts.... I'm trying to stay strong for my baby as I didn't eat for a few days after that day but got back up on my feet... I miss them I really do I want to hug Jongseob and kiss him and express how much I love him but... I can't...

Timeskip...

I was walking around when I see someone I haven't seen in a while... Heeseung... Me and him used to be best friends when I got adopted by my family and I started to go to his school he was... The only person that was nice to me in school even though he was a few classes above me but I was advanced so I was a class behind him and but I was the new American girl that couldn't speak Korean.. me and Heeseung even talked a bit when he left to go on that survival show 'Into the I-Land' I even watched all of the episodes... anyways back to it... Heeseung turns around and sees me he smiles and runs over and hugs me and picks me up but feels my stomach and immediately puts me down gently and smiles.

Heeseung- "You're pregnant?!"

I nod and he hugs me gently this time.

Heeseung- "That's great who's the dad... you married?"

I look down and sad and Heeseung shuts up and looks at me.

Heeseung- "I'm sorry I asked forget I said anything okay..."

I nod and look back up to him and smile then some other boys walk up to him and I recognize them they were on I-Land to and are his members... One of the boys looks at me and I swear he checks me out not even gonna lie... that member was Jay...

Ni-Ki- "Heeseung hyung who is that girl your talking to?"

Heeseung- "Oh she's my friend I told all of you guys about her names... Rachel Remember"

Jake- "Oh yeah the one you told us you were in lo-"

Before Jake can finish his sentence Heeseung elbows him in the side and points down to me stomach which I thought was weird as I couldn't understand what Jake was saying but then... Jake's eyes widen and he gasps.

Jake- "Omg congrats Rachel"

Rachel- "Thanks Jake"

Suddenly I see people run over somewhere and I turn to see... P1Harmony... Oh this is fucking great... I see the love of my life... Jongseob and he sees me and his eyes widen and goes to run over but... I look away as I remember that girl that texted him... Lia... I bet he's dating her right now with no problems... I bet he's the one that told his manager about me and told him to have me sign that document... I bet he never even loved me... 

Heeseung and the boys seeing my face they look over and see P1Harmony and how I look down again Heeseung grabs my hand and we walk away... I don't even look back as much as it pains me... I just can't bear to see his face again...

Jongseob POV-

I was walking down the sidewalk with my members as we went on a walk so I could get out of the dorm as I was feeling down since that day and I haven't wanted to go outside or even leave my bed but. I had to... While we're walking people run up to us and when I recognize someone standing a bit away talking to the boy group Enhypen... Rachel the love of my life I feel joy and excitement and I'm about to run up to her when she suddenly looks away and One of the members Heeseung I believe grabs her hand and they walk away... I feel my heart break again and the other members didn't see as their busy talking with fans and I just realize when fans and the members look at me I... Have tears rolling down my face and... I run the direction of the dorm and when I get there I walk in and run to my room crying and sobbing and I lay on my bed... how could my life turn out like this I.. love her and I miss her I just want to hug her and kiss her and then tell her how much I love her and... raise our child together I mean... she's almost due she's 7 months I know because I've been keeping track on my calendar as... I am not matter what gonna be there for Rachel and our child...