I didn't sleep till 4:00am as I thought about what happened today I played 're-runs of today over and over again until I fell asleep thinking about it. I woke up with the same thought I tried to ignore since yesterday in my head. I got dressed and headed off to school I didn't stop by at Andrew's house today since my mind was clouded up with scenes from yesterday. Once I got to school Andrew walked up to me "Hey, Logan where were you? You didn't stop by my house like usual." I lied to him not wanting him to know the truth "I slept in and was running late and I didn't want to keep you waiting." He seemed to believe me and said okay. The bell rang and we went off to class Mrs. Maxine had us pick a partner and talk about each other's pictures of course Andrew and I partnered up. Usually I'd be fine working with him but lately I haven't been thinking straight and I've been a bit distracted by him. I tried my best to concentrate but sadly that wasn't going to happen with all these thoughts running lose in my head anyways. The bell rang and I gathered all my things and got to second period as fast as I could so I couldn't be distracted by him anymore. For the first time I was happy to be learning about the human body instead of being with Andrew. He's to distracting and with all these thoughts in my head I'm afraid and confused and I don't need him knowing any of that. The bell rang and I went off to Spanish I greeted the teacher as usual and sat in the back of the class. I decided to pay attention in class today so I can distract the thoughts I had. The bell rang and off to history I went. We learned more of world war two and I tried to pay attention but the thoughts in my head were getting louder and louder and I couldn't drown them out anymore. The bell rang and off to math I went I was scared and was hoping that I wouldn't say anything I'd regret to Andrew and that I'd be able to keep my distance so I wasn't distracted but sadly he ended up sitting next to me like usual. I tried so hard not to stare at him and to pay attention but it was so hard. Sixth period came and I walked to class Andrew caught up to me and started talking about math "Math bores me I only put up with it because your in my class if it was just me I wouldn't be able to deal with math or Mrs.Jacobs." him saying something like that made me look at the floor and blush of course I couldn't have him see me so I walked behind a pillar. I wished he wouldn't say things like that and I wish I wouldn't react like that. We walked into class and we sat in our assigned seats. Thank God his is across the room maybe I'll be able to concentrate. I 're-read my essay making sure everything was correct and making a few touch ups I would occasIionally look at Andrew then continue to work. The bell rang and I walked to the tree I ate lunch at with Andrew everyday. Lunch was more quite then usual I was afraid of saying something I would regret so I didn't talk most of lunch. "Why are you so quiet?" Andrew asked I lied to him once more "Nothing interesting to talk about." He nodded and started talking about a book he was reading.
