John Doe x Reader (Forever.)

Chapter 1.

No.

1'st Pov:
SHIT
TF
ITS ALREADY 8:45 
WHAT FUCKER DECIDED TO MAKE THESE PILLOWS SO SOFT
RUIPOKGJHSKLF

I rip my sheets off me and shiver from the cold in my leaky apartment.
Apparently the last tenant had an 'accident' and no longer could rent so I 'fortunately' got offered this room...

It seemed suspicious but I mean, they let me keep the old tenants furniture and stuff, some of it got thrown due to 'biohazards' which is not a good thing to hear...

But hey, these wallpapers and decorations are cool as fuck!

I waddle on the cold tiles of my bedroom, what an odd choice of flooring.
It's freezing!
I should've worn more than an singlet and briefs... It was so comfy thoooo

I stand in front of the mirror and frown.
even now...

30kg down, its still not good enough.
I know I'm dying, I'm practically withering away but still.
I'm so ugly, 

My skin still to this day looks like an grade school test, only I got all the answers wrong.
It looks like someone wrote the wrong answer and tried to erase it only to see they wrote it too hard leaving everlasting scratches.

My body is littered with scars of my past, whenever I felt I deserved punishment I let myself be the punisher.
I deserved that at least.

even now, I cant let myself eat more than one meal a day. 
That meal being something as bland and tasteless as oats, even milk these days scares me.

I need some sort of control in my life.
If that means getting weaker and weaker, so it should be.

I sigh, I've wasted time that I could've used to shower.
Damn.

I run to the hook with my work clothes on it, 
Fuck. I didn't realize it was an short sleeve!

I quickly slide the pants on and rummage through my drawers for an thin long sleeve, 
Although, I cant shake the feeling that S̶o̶m̶e̶o̶n̶e̶
No.
S̶̛̩̭͐̂̃̉̍̕̚͠ͅȱ̴̰̪̬͇͔͔̩̋͑͑̇̀̅̋̕m̸̢̜̓̋̍̇͠ę̷̗̻͓̭͙̓̏̽̈́͆̍́͠ț̴͇͍̇́̈͗̃̊̌͗͛͝h̸̢̜̠̰̟̉͊̽̈́̀̈̃̀̓͜ì̸̠͔̥͙̩̤͍̀̐̀̿̈́n̷̻̬͖̳͔̻͇̽́̑̉̎̀́̈́̊͜g̵̨̡̧͖̖̾̓̾̋́͜



Is Watching me.
I swivel my head to the window in my room and I briefly catch was looks to be hair scurry out of frame.
Was that an Kitty? 
It appeared to only have one eye...

Poor thing.

I shake my head and continue getting ready, finally finding an appropriate black long sleeve, it has an high neckline/turtleneck that'll cover everything nicely.

I grab my booklet and button up the t-shirt.



'John's Pov:
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP

Translation:
*SHE SAW ME!!!!
OH NAURRRR

(CLEUR THE CONDEURSATION)