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BEFORE I START THIS CHAPTER I'M SO SO SO SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING IN A LONG LONG TIME,BUT IM BACK SO HOPE U ENJOY THE REST OF THE STORY<3


Nicole's POV 

~A few days latter~

After the whole thing where carter saw me shirtless in Cams room, I've been keeping my distance, So has Cam , I knew he didn't change I was just being a stupid fricking idiot who made a retarded decision to trust someone who i thought changed. it was about 9:00 pm and I didn't want to go home, My moms new boyfriend is abusive and drunk at the moment. I was wearing a grey beanie a grey hoodie with white strings to make the hood tighter black leggings and white vans. I walk aimlessly not knowing where I am. I see a park and walk in it. it starts drizzling and I groan. I sit on the swing and i try to get as high as I can. Im really high right now and Hear laughing. I see two boys riding skateboards and they keep slipping and pushing eachother because its raining.  continue to swing , the swings have always been my happy place and I know, that sounds weird but its true. I would always go to any park and just stay on the swings for as long as im there. I hear the two boys yelling at eachother.

"hayes you idiot you got mud all over my penny board" The one yells. and I realize Nash had a brother named hayes.crap.

"your such a baby Nash" And there it is, shiiiit  .I would try to leave but they are by the entrance. Well I had a Beanie on and I can try to cover my face with my my hair as I walk by and look down.i Slow down the swing a little bit but i decide it wasn't going slow enough to start putting my feet on the ground so I decided to jump, and I fell.

"oh shit nash she fell" i hear a voice echo in the distance and i hear foot steps fast getting closer and closer.  I keep my eyes closed and holding my ankle.

"Are you alright this is my older brother nash" and I slightly open my eyes . and take my head out from the ball I was forming on the floor.I see Nash's eyes widen as he realizes who  I am. 

"Nicole"Nash says 

"yes this is nicole, kick me or something now while i'm hurt" I say ,but at the same time every time he hurts me i'm already hurt, ill always be 'hurt'.

"why would nash kick you" Hayes Asks.

"I dont know maybe because he hate me" Nash doesn't look me or hayes in the eye.

"Why would he hate you" hayes questions,

" Ask Him" I say gesturing towards nash.Nash doesn't say a single word.

"i'm gonna go" I say and hayes helps me up and i start to walk and i fall and hold my ankle.

   "son of a bitch" I say "please excuse my language"I add tearing up.

"Nash I don't know what to do, your my older brother , do something" Hayes says. 

"hayes go start my car while I help Nicole"Nash says , wow hes actually helping me from being hurt and not actually hurting me.Nash helps me up and trows my hand over his shoulder and I try to walk but I would always fall so nash ended up holding me bridal  style and we get to his car. Hayes sits with me in the back and nash drives.

"hospital" nash questions 

"you guys really don't have to , ill put ice on it" I argue.

"No I feel bad for bullying you all these years of high school and quite frankly im really hating myself more and more every time I give hate to some one else so please let me make things right and make it up to you" nash says and I  felt warmness melt over my heart .

"um Ok, Hospital I guess" I say trying to bare the pain but i feel the saltiness well up in my eyes and drip out.

"youll be ok soon , i promise" hayes says and i nod and wipe a few tears off my cheeks.

"thanks for this" I blurt out what  I was thinking 

"No problem, we are buds now, clean slate , we are starting over" Nash says 

" I would love that" I say and some more tears fall out, we pull into the parking lot quickly and hayes jumped out and picked me up.

"your really light how much do you weigh 20 pounds hayes says and i lightly laugh. He hands me over to nash and Hayes grabs the door.I start to cry again because the paint feels like 1 million needles jabbing into my ankle.I put my head into nash chest and cry.

"shh shh shh ,its all gonna be okay" nash whispers in my ear and then i get put into a wheel chair and pulled away from Nash and hayes into the emergency room.   

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