In Love with His Girlfriend

Chapter 6

Freen PoV

She wanted to kiss me ? But she is in a relationship whit Billy
„And I want to do it again" she said after a few minutes of silence
„What ?"
„I Want you to kiss me like you kissed that girl"
She can't be for real why is she playing whit me it's really hard to get her out of my head when she is like that
„ I-I don't thi-" she didn't even let me finish speaking
She got closer and started to kiss me first it was soft but then she deepened the kiss as she entered her tongue into my mouth first I wanted to push her of but then my thoughts float away and all I wanted to do is just kiss her .
I put my hands on her waist and pulled her closer to deepen the kiss after a few minutes I pulled her up the counter we didn't stop kissing we just stopped when we needed to catch our breath.
I kissed her down her neck and hear her moan a little, I love the sound she is making from my action.
„F-Freen" Becky said while she was catching her breath
„What ?"
„We should stop before some one catches us" she said hard breathing
„Yeah maybe your right"
„Freen don't tell anyone please , not even babe please Freen ?"
„I won't tell anyone I promise" I answered
Becky got of the counter and walked away

Becky PoV

Shit what the fuck have I done what have gone into my mind why did I start kissing her
I feel guilty for doing this to Billy he is such a good boyfriend always cares for me
But with Freen I feel things I never felt towards Billy the kiss was intense how she deepen the kiss and hold me
everything she did turned me on.
I had to stop before we do to much . How am I supposed to look at Billy after what I did

Next day (morning)

When I woke up I walked to the kitchen there was Freen sitting on the counter talking to her mom
she sits there where I sat last night where she pulled me up to , when Freen noticed me she stopped talking and just looked into my eyes.
As someone rings the door Freen got down from the counter and walked to the door , I don't know why but I followed her wanting to know who is on the door and it was that girl from yesterday who Freen was kissing and suddenly I felt jealous I don't want Freen to hang out with her the girl she kissed

„Mia hi what are you doing here ?" Freen asked
„I wanted to ask if you want to hang out yesterday were funny so I want to know you more" that girl Mia said
„Sure come in" Freen said
As Freen turned around she noticed me
„Oh Becky" she said
„How are you" she added
„What are you guys going to do?" I asked
„Don't know why do you ask" Freen asked
„Come Mia" Freen said and walked past me

An hour know passed and I really want to know what they are doing
„Everything okay baby ?" Billy asked
„Yes" I answered

We were in my room and suddenly Billy started kissing me it was rough not as gentle like Freens kisses and I don't feel anything , I don't feel turned on or something there is nothing why ?
Billy started to kiss my neck and again nothing
Then I slowly started to undress me
„Billy what are you doing ?" I asked I am not ready and I should feel something when I want to have sex with someone
„Becky I want you" he said
„But I-I can't" I said
„Why not we are together since 4 years"he said with a loud voice
„I just don't feel ready for that" I said and walked fast out of the room
I walked to Freens room and had completely forgot that Mia is in there as well I just opened the door with out knocking as I walked in I saw that Mia and Freen where about to kiss.
I suddenly turned around and walked away Freen jumped up and followed me wanted me to stop walking
I just walked out the door and started jogging.
I had so many thoughts in my head and couldn't think clearly why am I so angry at Freen and why does billy tried to push the sex thing
I got to the beach bench where Freen and I sat the last time we jogged together
„Becky what are you doing here ?" it was babe
„N-nothing" I said looking and the ground so he doesn't see my tears that just started to roll down my cheeks
„Is everything okay , look at me Becky" he said
I looked into his face with tears in my eyes babe suddenly hugged me and sat beside me
„What happens beck ?" he asked whit a caring voice
„do you promise you don't say anything to anyone ?" I asked
„You are my sister Becky I would never say something about you to anyone" babe said
„Freen and I kissed again and I don't know what to feel I feel things towards her I never felt towards Billy and I don't know what that feeling is I even felt jealous because of that girl Mia she kissed and there is Billy who is trying tho push the sex thing I am definitely not ready to do and now there is chaos in my head" I said with tears into my eyes
„Wow I didn't expected that" he said
„Me neither" I said
„Are you having feelings for Freen ?"
„I don't know babe"
„Are you going to tell Billy about that kiss ?" he asked
„He would be so hurt, I don't wanna hurt him" I said
„Yeah but you have to tell him one day Becky"
„I know but first I want to clear my head"
„Let's go it's getting late" babe said

I'm glad I have a brother like him he is always there when I need him , I doesn't matter that he is Freens Best friend when it comes to his little sisters he would always do everything for me and for Charlotte.