In Love with His Girlfriend

Chapter 10

Freens pov
1 hour later

I was searching for Billy I have to apologise to him I have to talk to him about it he is my brother I don't want to lose him.
I was walking at the beach searching for him when I saw him sitting on a bench he just stare was blank and his eyes full of tears i just sat beside him. We just stayed silent he didn't looked at me or talked he just stared at the beach infront of us.
My eyes were filled with tears.

„B-Billy" I finally said
He just stayed silent
„I am sorry I know I shouldn't have done it I should stayed away from her and I didn't want to love her I really tried to forget her and ignore her but I just couldn't it's not an excuse I just want you to no that I didn't want to hurt you I'm so sorry really I just don't want you to hate me " I said while crying
„So you love her?" finally he spoke
„Y-Yes I think so , I don't know I never felt what I feel when I'm with her"
„it's not you fault you fall in love with her she is a great girl , but Freen why didn't you told me about you feelings?"
„I didn't want to ruin it for you I saw how much you loved her"
„Can you tell me when it started I just want to know the truth" he asked he was still crying but not really hard for this situation I have to say he is really calm
„You sure ?" I asked
„Yes"
„it started at the party when we played 7 minutes in heaven I was drunk and when I was in the closet the second time with Becky I kissed her -" I stopped for a moment and looked into his eyes he stopped crying and was listening carefully „and the next day Becky caught me kissing a other girl I don't know when the girl was gone Becky started kissing me and I didn't stopped her I wanted it to and then the day we played never have I ever after Becky and I stopped I told her to come into my roo-" he interrupted me
„You don't have to finish I can't think what happened next" he said
„What is this between you two was it just some kissing and sex or is it more" he asked
„I don't know how she feel"
„Freen you know what you did is wrong but I could never hate you you are my sister and I love you so much you know that right?"
„Yes I guess" I said
Billy got closer and hugged me
„What are you going to do about Becky" I asked
„I don't know" he said
„Let's go home" he added

A/N : sorry for not updating that long I just couldn't find any time to write
I try to find more time but I can't promise because I am really busy because of school but I am going to try my best to write for you guys