Hazel Pov
I Love Royce But Him And His Games Needs To Stop Cause That Shit Ain't Cute. He Will Always Be In My Heart But I Dont Think We Will Be Together In The Future . If He Wanted Me I Feel Like I Will Honestly Not Want To Be With Him . There's Only So Much A Girl Can Take .
But Anyways . Dr . Walsh Walked In And We Got Ready For The Process. He Put The Bluish/Green Gel That Was So Cold ,I Flinched ..
I Looked At The Screen And There He Was . Mikeal ( Our Son). Every time I Come Here I Shed A Tear Knowing That I Can See My Son That Is Living InSide Of Me Is Doing Well. A ShoutOut To Royce For Giving Me This Baby InSide Of Me And ShoutOut To Me Cause I'm Carrying This Child .
This Is The Baby(s) Head . Dr Walsh Pointed Out .
I Just Smiled . I Looked At Royce's Expression He Was So Amazed .
Dr. Walsh Pointed Out Some More Things About The Baby.
Hazel I'm Going To Put You On Some Medication So You Won't Be Dealing With Headaches And Throwing Up. He Said While Handing The Persricption And The UltraSound Pictures.
Any Questions ? Dr. Walsh Asked
No I Got My Questions Answered Last Friday. I Responded.
Okay Your Free To Go . Dr Walsh Said .
I Wiped Off The Gel And Pulled My Shirt Down. I Got Off The Bed Thingy And Royce And I Made Our Way Out .
Goodbye Royce . I Said
Bye Ma . Royce Said While Watching Me Get In My Car .
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After The Clinic Me And Kayla Met Up And Banana Boat ( An IceCream Parlor).
Heey Boo I Said As I Hugged Her.
Heeeey Bestfriend She Greeted Me With A Hug.
How's Lil Man Treating Ya ? Kayla Asked Referring To Mikeal, My Son.
I Can't Even Eat , EveryTime I Eat SomeThing I Always End Up Throwing Up. But I Men's He's Worth It. I Responded As I Order A Vanilla Ice Cream Cone .
Aww . I'm Sorry . So Anything New Lately ? She Asked Ordering A Cookie&Creme Ice Cup.
We'll Royce And I Basically Talked Things Out In The Clinic While I Was Filling The Papers Out. I Feel Like I Really Done This Time . I Said While Paying For The Ice Cream.
Are You Serious Or Are You Like Figuring Things Out ? Because You Can Never Say Never. She Said .
Honestly I'm Figurines g Things Out. And You're Right I Can Never Say Never . But How Much Lies, Deceiving, And Cheating Can I Take. Like Forreal? I Love Royce , I Really Do But If This Is How Its Gonna Be Then Shit He Can Get The Fucking Stepping. I Responded To Her Question.
Well Whatever Your Decision Is I'll Support You . Just Make Sure You Make The Right Decision. She Said .
Annd That's Why Your My Bestfriend ❤. I Love You Some Much You Help Me Through The Roughest Things . I Said While Eating My IceCream Cone And Smiling.
Thaats What Best friends Are For . And I Love You Too . She Said .
Enough About Me Let's Talk About You . What's Up With You And Maurice ? I Asked
Well We Dating Now And He Really Sweet Like The Other Day I Told Him That I Was Hungry And He Bought Me A Sub From Subway ,Cookies ,And A Dr.Pepper. Im Really In Love. She Said .
Aww ! I'm So Happy For You . At least You Got A Good One. I Said.
We Started Catching Up On Other Things.
When I Got Home .It Was Like 8:30. The House Was Quite As Usual. My Mom Was Sleeping On The Couch And It Was Really Cold So I Grabbed A blanket And Covered Her Body.I Kissed Her Cheek And Went UpStairs.
I Took Off My Clothes And Showered . I Washed My Face In The Sink . I Got Out My Neutrogena Oil-Free Wipes And Started Taking Off The Little Makeup I Had On . I Got My Cleara-Sonic Out And My African,Black Soap And Started Exploliating My Face. When I Was Done , I Walked Into Room And Started Watching TV And Scrolling Down My Timeline On Instagram. There Was Nothing interesting On. So I Grabbed My Laptop And Started Looking For Baby Things. I Ordered Five Baby Bottles , A Blue&Brown Blanket With Mikeals Name Written On It In Cursive , And Baby Clothes. I Paid For It On My Card .
I Closed The TV And Went On Netflix To Watch Obsessed The Movie With Beyonce. I Love That Movie.
I Started Getting Hungry So I Went Downstairs And My Mom Was Still Sleep But Anyway I Went To The Pantry And Got Two Hot Saugages , A Bag Of Hot Cheetos , And A Blue Gatorade. I Went Back Upstairs To My Room And Went Back To The Movie .
Royce Pov
I Thought A lot About What Hazel Said While I Was Driving. Right Now I With Ra'Kelsie. She's Sucking My Dick. I'm Moaning And All . Like Forreal Though Her Head Game Is A1. I'm Pushing Her Head Deeper . Like God Bless Her Lips . .
Ten Minutes Later im Hanging With My Dawg Devin. We Just Talking Like Usually .
Hazel Pov
The Next Day
Today I Have To Go To Look At The Apartment That I Wanted . Hopefully I Get It .
I'm Dressed In Some baby Blue Jeans , White Button Down Shirt , White Toms . I Got My Phone&Wallet. I Got In Car And Drove Off .
When I Got There This Lady Asked Me About My Monthly Income And I Told Her That that Was Good For Me . Then We Went InTo This Building That Was Number 1. It Was A Two BedRoom With Two Bathrooms . I Really Liked It . I Wanted At Three BedRoom But A Two Bed Room Suits Me Best. After That The Lady Asked Me It If Liked It And I Told Her Yes. I Qualified For It And I Got Accepted Right Away. So I Get To Move In Any day . I Think I'll Move In , In About 1 Week So I Can Get My Things Together..
I Left The Apartment And Went To Register For My Classes At My Local College .
I Want To Be A Nurse For Children.
I Got There And The Receptionist Which Was A Girl Told Me That I Needed To Use The Computer To Register . So Thats What I Did. It Took 45 Minutes So I Can Actually Go To See How Good The classes Were .
I Finally Found Some Good Classes . And Went To See If My Financial Aid Came Through And It Did . So Now The Government Pays For My Classes .
So I Left And Went To Tell My Mother About My School Stuff And My Apartment.
Royce Pov
I Woke Up Around 10:20 am. I Went To The Bathroom And Took Care Of My Hygiene Which Took About Thirty Minutes Cause I Hate Feeling Dirty . After That I Got Dressed And Went Downstairs To Eat Breakfast. My Mom Was The Only One Downstairs In The Kitchen.
GoodMorning Ma I Said . While Taking A Seat At Our Table . My Mom Turned Around And Looked At Me . GoodMorning Boy . She Smiled And Went Back To Cooking The FrenchToast .
"AnyThing New ?" My Mom Asked While Putting Cinnamon On The French Toast. " Um , Yeah , I'm Dating This Girl Named Ra'Kelsie And You Already Know That Hazels Pregnant "I Told Her. "Already On To The Next Royce ? I Didn't Get The Full Story On Why You Guys Broke Up ?" . My Mom Asked . "Well The Reason Being Is That I Cheated Twice , The First Time She Took Me Back , The Second Time She Just Called It Quits " I Told Her . " Really , Royce That Girl Truly Loved You , And You Do Some Shit Like That ? She Got Everything You Need In A Girl , You Really Messed Up Big Time And For You To Go And Date Someone New Is Very Disrespectful" My Mom Said.
I Know Mom It Is All My Fault . I Want her back so bad but I can't now . she doesn't want me and I'm just trying to stay loyal to Ra'kelsie. Being In a relationship with her is teaching me how to become loyal . I Responded .
Royce You Seriously need help .my Mom said . while Taking a seat.
I know 'ma , I know I responded . while looking down .
Well Bye Mom. I Gotta Get Going but Call If You Need Anything . I said While Standing Up And Walking Over Her And Kissed Her Cheek.
