𝘓𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘢 𝘛𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘰𝘰 ❦

we're okay right?

FMB || 3:29pm

I knocked on tarajis door with flowers, Jason and ameila behind me. We decided to tell the kids, well taylon, that im his mother. Literally been going over this conversation ten times in my head on repeat

She opened the door and I smiled, "hi pretty," she smiled and opened the door wider, i let the kids walk in first, I stepped closer, my body against hers "hi mamas," she smiled and looked away,

I kissed her cheek "im still sorry," I said, she sighed "you won't quit..." she said picking at the roses, "come in," she said closing the door as I stepped further in her house

"ma what's this about? you and ms.taraji is acting strange..." my son asked, I looked at taraji, "yeah and you keep getting my mama flowers, what's up wit that?" Taylon asked, if he isn't my son then I don't know what

Taraji chuckled "boy sit down, all of you go and sit on the couch," they all walked into the living room "you scared?" I asked, "they'll be fine... right?" taraji said, "I don't know this may be to fast raj.." she shook her head "no, they should be fine their old enough to understand... well somewhat"

Me and taraji went and sat in front of the kids, "mommy what's wrong?" Ameila asked, I chuckled "there's nothing wrong... I just have something to tell you guys... well me and taraji both..."

I seen how fast her legs were bouncing, she was more nervous than me, "that—" - "we're going to Disney world! Trip!" She yelled, i covered my forehead huffing as the kids screamed and clapped

As they were distracted by this Disney world trip I pulled taraji to the side, "im sorry tasia I just... I couldn't do that to taylon." - "I understand mamas,"

"He's just known me all his life, I can't just barge you into his life like you did mines, I can't do that. And im not ready as well! I can't just forget everything tasia and I kept telling you your going to fast for me!" She semi-yelled, I felt somewhat hurt but I knew I had no place to be, I kissed her forehead

"okay... im sorry," I said, my phone buzzed,

'yn chase 🥷🏾' : boss, we got a problem. hit me
up,

"can you watch them for me? I'll be right back," she nodded, "I'll be back babies," my kids didn't even pay me no mind, I shrugged and left

TPH || 9:56pm

I laid the kids down in the extra guest room, I have been blowing up fantasia phone, where the hell did she go? It doesn't take that long to do anything.

I called her phone again, I groaned as it went to voicemail. I placed my phone down, sipping my wine... i don't this is going to work between us, maybe it's the age difference or she moves to fast, I just don't know what to think right now.

My phone rung, it was an unsaved number, "hello?" I said sipping wine "TARAJI! TARAJI!" A oddly familiar panicked voice came through the phone "t-Terrence?" I stuttered

"HELP M—" the line went dead, what the hell? Fantasia then walked through the door, "where the hell have you been?" I asked her, "I had to take care of unfinished business... where are my kids?" She said so coldly

"Wait are you mad at me?" I said, she scoffed, "raj get my kids please," she said again, I downed my wine and stood, finally seeing the blood on her shirt "whose blood is that?" I asked my hands shaking as I pointed

"nobody important." She said covering the blood, Terrence call? her leaving for hours... "what did you do?" I asked my voice trembling, her eyes glanced to my mirror, "nothing that concerns you at the moment," my eyebrows furrowed

"I swear if you hurt terrenc—" - "what you going to do about it? tell me mamas," she said her voice stern, she looked at me so harsh, "what did I ever do to you!" I yelled running to get her kids, "Jason ameila, come on, get up." I said tapping them

"we don't wanna go mama t," Jason said half sleepy half awake, tears flooded my eyes, "come on Jason, get up baby, y'all have to go" i said picking up ameila, I took his hand and walked back to fantasia

"taraji.." I closed my eyes, "here," I gave her ameila and Jason "taraj— just go!" I cut her off, "just leave and please stay the hell away!" I yelled, she flinched at my words, "come on Jason" she said walking out the door

I closed my door, I shouldn't have opened my heart to her again. I knew the stupid shit she'd do. I sat back at the couch, sipping my wine "mama?" Taylon said rubbing his eye "come here baby," he laid onto of me, I rubbed his hair, "I love you taylon," - "I love you more mama"