You know everyone loves you in different ways, like a platonic love from family or friends, and then you have love love. A romantic kind of love.
Now you may be asking, "Do you believe in love? My answer would would have to be no.After so long of being a shadow under my best friend Georgia, you stop believing anyone is actually interested in you.
It's always "Hey, can I ask you to pass this on to georgia?" or "Since your Georgia's friend can you pass this onto her, can you tell me what she likes? Is she single?" It's exhausting.So no, I don't believe in love. I Bethan sugawara will never believe in love again, especially since my last boyfriend cheated on me with Georgia. Georgia pretends to not know or pretends to be oblivious and nieve. I hear her talk about me with her friends, I remember one time I asked to use her phone to ring my mum, and I saw messages talking bad about me.
So no more will I take this, I won't live in someone else's shadow, but can I get out my own? It's just frustrating since I struggle with interactions a lot of the time, so I say nothing. It's probably why I stuck to Georgia a lot since primary school, but now I don't care if I'm alone, I would rather be in solitude than with a toxic friend like her.
I sigh as my first day of solitude begins to day at home with my mum and dad, we are sat at the dining room table. "Hey dad, can I get a ride to school today?" I asked. He looks up from his Chinese newspaper, "A ride! You want a ride to school! back in my day I would have to travel many miles 3 buses 1 train to the city and I go through many a people, when the train broke down you k Ow what i did?" He pauses for me to answer, but he interrupts before I can sat anything."I walk through the river over mountains, and by the time I get home, it would be midnight!" I sigh as I look at my mum. She shrugs as though even she's confused.
My parents met in a weird my mum, she's a short lady with shoulder length hair and blue eyes she grew up in England around up north near Preston Blackburn where as my father is from China he was a factory work but now he's works as a gardener, fixing up people's gardens for a good few quid while me mum's a teaching assistant, my mum was on holiday to China, she asked my dad for directions as she was trying to find a train.
Anyways my dad mostly cooks as me mum's a bit rubbish at it. She either burns or it's cooked on the outside but raw on the inside. However, my dad is the only one who can drive "I will get you" basket bike. " My dad understands English it's just that he's still learning, so from time to time, he will speak in broken english
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