The Twins That Love Me

Chapter 2: Old Friends

He looked at me with those big brown eyes that use to make me weak to my knees yes at this point in time i felt nothing . " Hi stranger," i responded in a monotone voice while taking a sip of my drink. My indifferent attitude seemed to catch him off guard but he quickly composed himself . "It's been a long time Natty, how have you been ?" He looked at me with an expecting smile and I flinched a little at the reminder of his pet name for me back in our high school days .He actually had the audacity to call me my pet name as if we were just long lost friends who hadn't seen each other . I smirked , I wasn't going to give him the satisfaction of knowing he got under my skin, " As you can see everything had been good Tom." I finish my words with a hard emphasis on his name . He opens his mouth to speak but before he can i stand up and stare right into his eyes , " There's no need for us to pretend to be friends. We have gone this long as strangers, let's keep it that way ." I don't wait for a response I see the look of confusion on his face as I walk away into the crowd hoping to find a quiet spot with fresh air before heading back in .

I went to pull a cigarette out of my purse as i started to feel the cold New York air pierce my skin. God how I hated these events ,just full of a bunch of celebrities pretending to be friends for social media or trying to hook up with one another but unfortunately this is what pays the bills so i just have to suck it up for now. Just as I light my cigarette a soft voice speaks up behind me " Do you mind sharing one?" I turn and see the other half of the of the handsome Kaulitz twins , Bill. " Not at all be my guest ," I move the cigarette towards him and instead of grabbing it he dips his head down, lips brushing against my finger as he takes in a huff . Even though his brother and I had a lengthy history , I never actually met Bill in person as he was always away at tryouts, auditions.interviews trying his best to jumpstart Tokio Hotels career. I wonder if he knows who I am, I mean his brother must have mentioned me at least once, unless i was really that insignificant to him. I stare a him for a few seconds before he speaks " What is a beautiful thing like yourself doing here all alone ? Dont you know it's dangerous to be in a dark secluded rooftop all by yourself ?" He smiled softly and gestures at the party going on upstairs inside . I break my eyes away from him and say " I think I'm more than capable of taking care of myself and if not , isn't that why you followed me out here ?" He stares at me intently before i seem a smile start to form on his lips and I soon follow . "My name is Bill and you must be Natalia ," he says . Guess he doesn't know about me after all.

It really does seem that Bill has no idea of my relation to his brother it's either that or he's a great actor . He takes a seat next to me staring out into the city lights and we begin some small talk. " I'm guessing you're not a fan of all the socializing are you ?" I looked up at him and take a hit of my cigarette before speaking " I can fake it when needed but if it were up to me id be home right now watching a movie or scrolling through social media, you know just extrovert things ." He chuckles a bit " You an extrovert ? You're at every party with every celebrity in every post no way I just don't believe it ." It was my turn to laugh " I'm just that good of an actress, it's a character . The world is a stage and I'm just really good at performing ." He waste no time in responding " It can be overwhelming at times . Being the center of attention having thousands of people watching your every move but it can also be comforting in a way. You're never really alone there will always be someone there even if you don't see them. I know lots of people don't agree but I wouldn't change this for anything in the world ." As he finishes I see a sparkle in his eye , it's one I'm not use to seeing in people in this industry . The man truly loves what he does and is so passionate about it , it's admirable . We sit outside and talk for what felt like hours when his phone dings . Out of the corner of my eye I see Toms name flash on the screen . "I have to go ,my brother and his latest toy are ready to leave but id love to see you again. Here's my number maybe next time we could stay inside and watch a movie together ." With that he stands up , gives me a quick hug and leaves towards the elevator . Talking with him felt like a breath of fresh air and yet I felt something weird in the pit of my stomach almost like that feeling you get when you know something bad is going to happen . I shake away those feelings and walk down to the elevator towards my driver so we can head home . I had a great night with Bill and Tom was the last thing on my mind, yet I could not shake the feeling that I'm doing something wrong by just talking to Bill . I decide to push these thoughts out of my head and let my sleep consume me , those problems are for another day.