The semester unfolded in a blur of classes, study sessions, and the slow deepening of their friendship. Luca and Ethan fell into an easy routine, sharing meals, late-night conversations, and the occasional movie marathons when their schedules allowed. On the surface, everything seemed normal—two friends reconnecting, rekindling what they had once lost.
But for Ethan, something was shifting.
At first, he told himself it was just the nostalgia—the comfort of being close to someone who had known him for so long. But the more time he spent with Luca, the harder it became to ignore the growing pull he felt. It wasn't just that Luca understood him in a way no one else did, or that their late-night talks often left him with a lingering warmth he couldn't shake. It was something more, something he couldn't quite name.
It was the way Luca's laughter would light up the room, or how Ethan's heart would race whenever Luca casually touched his arm or sat just a little too close during movie nights. Ethan tried to brush it off at first, chalking it up to their shared history, to the closeness they had as kids. But deep down, he knew there was more to it than that.
He started to catch himself staring at Luca, watching him when he wasn't looking, his gaze lingering on the curve of Luca's smile or the way his eyes lit up when he talked about something he was passionate about. Ethan's heart would tighten in his chest during these moments, a confusing mix of affection and something else—something more intense.
Luca, meanwhile, seemed oblivious to the tension that was slowly creeping into their interactions. He was focused on his studies, often disappearing into his books for hours at a time. Ethan could see that Luca was still struggling with his own sense of loneliness, despite their renewed friendship. There were nights when Luca seemed distant, lost in his thoughts, and no amount of conversation could fully bring him out of it.
But then there were moments when they connected—really connected. Late at night, when they were both too tired to put up walls, they would talk about anything and everything. Luca would open up in ways he didn't with anyone else, sharing bits of his inner world that he kept hidden from the rest of the world. And in those moments, Ethan would feel the tension between them crackle in the air, like something unspoken was hanging between them, just waiting to be acknowledged.
But every time the conversation veered too close to something deeper, something that might force them to confront what was really happening, one of them would pull back. A change of subject, a nervous laugh, anything to break the moment before it became too real.
For Luca, these moments of connection were comforting, grounding him in a friendship that felt like the only solid thing in his life. He wasn't aware of the subtle shift in Ethan's behavior, or how Ethan's feelings for him were starting to deepen into something more complicated. Luca was too preoccupied with his own struggles—his sense of isolation in the vastness of college life, the lingering ache of their years apart. He often leaned on Ethan for support, appreciating the familiarity and warmth of their friendship, unaware that Ethan was quietly wrestling with emotions that were becoming harder to suppress.
As the weeks passed, the tension between them only grew. Ethan found himself thinking about Luca more and more, his thoughts drifting to him during the day, lingering on the moments they shared in the quiet of their dorm room. It was unsettling, this realization that his feelings for Luca might not be purely platonic. He had never questioned his friendship with Luca before, but now, every touch, every look, every moment of closeness seemed charged with something more.
One evening, after a particularly long day of classes, they sat together on the couch, the glow of the TV flickering in the background as they half-watched a movie. Luca had fallen into a comfortable slouch beside him, his head resting on the back of the couch, eyes half-closed in exhaustion. Ethan glanced over at him, feeling his chest tighten at the sight. Luca looked peaceful, vulnerable in a way that made Ethan's heart ache.
Without thinking, Ethan reached out, his hand brushing against Luca's arm in a way that felt more intimate than usual. Luca didn't move, didn't pull away, but Ethan could feel the electricity in the air between them. His mind raced, a thousand thoughts flooding in at once. *What are you doing?* He withdrew his hand quickly, feeling his pulse quicken, his breath coming just a little too fast.
Luca barely noticed, too tired to pick up on the subtle shift in Ethan's behavior. But for Ethan, that fleeting touch felt like a line had been crossed, even if only in his own mind. As the movie droned on, Ethan sat there, his thoughts swirling. He had always cared about Luca, but now, sitting so close to him, feeling the warmth of his presence, he couldn't deny it anymore. This wasn't just friendship—not anymore.
By the time they said goodnight and retreated to their respective beds, Ethan's mind was spinning. He lay awake, staring at the ceiling, trying to make sense of his feelings. Was this just the result of their close proximity? Was he overthinking it? Or was there something real between them, something that had been quietly growing ever since they became roommates?
He didn't have the answers, but one thing was clear: his feelings for Luca weren't as simple as he had once thought. And that realization was both exhilarating and terrifying.
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Crossing States
RomanceEthan and Luca were inseparable as children-two boys who spent their summer days building forts, sharing secrets, and dreaming of a future that would never tear them apart. But when Ethan's family suddenly moves to another state, their once unbreaka...