日常生活 (Daily Life)

MY SAVIOUR

Jk Pov.

It's been 45 days since I been in military camp and today is the graduation day. This is one of our achievements in Life as an Idol for ten years. In my 45 days in the camp all I can say was it was challenging but I enjoy it. In my first day I need to adjust, being an introvert, this atmosphere is new to me. I have been quite for how many days.

I just talk to Jimin Hyung and I am thankful that Jin Hyung is always Been there to me all throughout the training. To be honest, I feel alone even though I am with JImin and Jin Hyung. I felt that something is missing in me. I miss my other half, I miss my husband, I miss Voo. This is the first time that we are apart with each other without communication. This is hard for both of us but we need to surpass this.

In my first night when I was lying in my bed together with the other trainee. I hug Voo jacket and smell it just to feel that he was here with me. I know he was thinking of me also. I know he is missing me also. I know Voo, he can easily be friend to others. I trust him as he trusts me. I close my eyes hugging Voos jacket and later did I know tears fall in my eyes. I silently crying, trying not to make noise. Everyone was sleeping now and I don't want to be disturbance to them. I know this is temporary and soon we will comeback as seven and I will be with my husband.

As the day pass and the time come that we are allowed to used our phone to contact our family. I send a message to my Parents that I am doing well here in the training. Then I call Voo when I received his message to me.

I am far from everyone. Jimin Hyung was in the other side talking to someone also who's special to him. When I heard Voo Voice, I directly covered my mouth for him not to hear me sobbing. I miss his voice.

"Baby." He whispers my name.

"Vo-Voo," I response "I miss you baby. I am dying to see you. I am dying to Hug you. Are making friends there.?" he said still whispering. I take a deep breath before I answer him.

"I-I miss you Voo so much. I am doing well here. Jimin and Jin Hyung is with me so don't you worry. How about you? You have a lot of friends now, right.?" you can hear my jealousy in my voice. I heard his soft laugh in the other line.

"My baby sound jealous right now," He said teasing me.

"I am not," I said and he is still laughing. I smile because hearing his laugh is like a music into my ears.

We even talk about what is our training be like. When he said that their training was tough, I feel worried about him but I trust him that he can surpass all the training. He is strong and I know he can do it. I am very proud of him. But thinking about where he is I felt regret because we should be in the same training camp right now.

We ended the call by saying I love you and take care with each other. After we talk, the heavy that I have been feeling since we enter here became light. I have proven many times that only Voo can give me strength and courage to fight in my life. He is really my savior in many ways.

After a week in the camp I am starting to adjust. I mingle and making friends also as what Voo said to me the last time we talk. I always make sure that I am good in every training. I am thankful also to the higher officials because they treat us as a normal citizen of South Korea not an idol. They treat us fairly.

All throughout the training I am always looking forward on the day that we can used our phone and it's every weekend. Same thing happened when I hold my phone. I send a message to my parents and call Voo after.

I am talking to him all the time I was holding my phone. Even in a short time all the tiredness I felt for the whole week of training are all gone every time I heard his voice.

This is new to us and we are still adjusting and accepting that we are in the military. We used to talk over the phone everyday even we are far from each other and if one of us had work overseas. But now, we just talk once a week in just 1 hour. And this 1 hour is one of the important times of my life. That's what we do every weekend and sometimes at night when I close my eyes hugging Voo's jacket, I imagine that I was hugging him. Feeling his soft warm body to mine. Kissing his soft lips. To be honest I miss to be on top of him, I miss the whole him. Sometimes it gives me boner every time I think of him.

And finally the end of training has come. Tomorrow will be our Graduation and today it's Voo and Joonie Hyung graduation.

We are allowed now to used our phone because our training is done. I called Pandy and ask him to took a video of Voo's graduation. I want to see him receiving his award. I want t to see my husband receiving the respect he deserves.

After the graduation of Voo he called me. I can hear in his voice that he was happy. He spends time with his family for the meantime because on the other day he will going to another 3 weeks of training.

I am a little bit worried of him because his 2nd training will be tougher this time and not all will pass this training BUT I believed in my husband that he can pass this training.

And today is the day of our graduation. Voo can't come here but Pandy and Whitey will be attended. My parents are here also and looking at them, I saw in their eyes how proud of them to me.

Yesterday when Voo called me his parents congratulate me also. They send me their warm greetings. Voo and I are lucky that we have an understanding and supportive parents.

The ceremony is private and it's not allowed to took photo or video while the ceremony is going on. But knowing Pandy? He will take a video secretly because Voo mention yesterday that he will ask Pany to record the ceremony for him to see me accepting my award.

After the ceremony I had a great time with my parents. The camp gives us a short vacation but we are not allowed to show up in public. While I am outside, I talk to Voo all the time. The camp also gives him a day off before he went to his second training.

We stay in the camp but we are allowed to used phone. On the day before Voo went to his new training, he called me.

"Baby, I will be going tomorrow and you will start your duty also. Please take care of yourself," he said. I close my eyes trying not to cry.

"Voo, don't worry about me. You should be the one who need to take care. Your training now is tougher than the first one. Don't mind me Voo, I will be okay on my first day of duty," I said wiping my tears.

"I promise baby, after this training and we had a same day off I will see you immediately. I miss you so badly. I miss your warm body," HE said and I smile.

"I have the same feelings with you Voo, I miss you so much. I really do'."

This is just temporary. The time run fast and we will never know that we already out in this military service. And when the day come that we will perform again in front of the army. Infront of our REAL ARMY. I promise that we will give them a comeback that they will never forget.

And I am looking forward on the day that Voo and I will see each other for the first time after we start our training. Every time I am thinking what will I do to Voo when I see him, I just smile because it's all naughty thoughts are running in my mind.

Can't wait to see him.