MOONCHILD

PRETTY BOY

- This chapter is solely dedicated for the one  whom I truly adored and cherished the most,

This is dedicated to a man I'd never thought I'll end up finding myself chasing and soon, falling into. 

He's the kind of person that I've always adored back then. I was only fourteen, young, dumb, and naive. I'd never thought that I'll see myself falling for a guy that I just saw at the same campus, ten years ago today.

You know the feeling when you feel a tingling sensation down to your spine and sent shivers back and forth? 

That's how I describe my feelings as a fourteen-year old lady. I'd never thought that a boy like him can make me feel this way. Crazy as it seems, right? But I love it anyway.

I'd never thought that he can still make me go feral and send lots of butterflies down to my stomach and just make me go stupid and do whatever the fuck I want. 

Ladies and gentlemen, allow me to introduce.. my crush. 

Am I crazy? or just being stuck in love forever?

Funny how I still make him as my escort, as my main character in my stories. 

I'd never thought that someone like him, can still make my stomach swirl and churn in an instant. 

Oh my pretty boy, I'd never thought that I'll see myself falling in love with you over and over again like a broken record.

I'm lucky. I'm in love with my best friend.

I'm lucky, I'm in love with the feeling of being with you in every single day possible.

Don't mind me writing here on this platform. I'm so in love, despite of the stormy, yet chilly weather.

It's ironic how I wanted to forget about him so bad but it seems like my heart couldn't take it and just be so magnetic towards each other.  

I just can't explain it. I just can't explain myself at the thought of him clouding up my mind. 

I just can't bring myself to express what it means to be silly and crazy to this one person who stole my heart at just one glance.

It feels like I'm floating on air. A feeling that I, myself can't help but to chase and to be stuck in this moment forever. 

I'd never thought that I can still be giddy whenever I want to. 

Can you imagine how he walks towards you and just falling into him...

I mean, on the corridor.

Falling harder on the corridor is the worst and probably the last thing I would do.

Especially in front of him.. to my pretty boy. 

Wake up, Cinderella! It's time for school! You gotta be late! Hurry up or else. 

And with that, I woke up next to him laying down on the bed, beside me. 

(please excuse me and my imaginations. i'm so weird and lame while writing this crappy chapter.)