MOONCHILD

UNEARTHED FEELING FOR A FOUR-LETTERED WORD

This is dedicated to the feelings that I've never had.

A feeling where we are torn up between watering the crops of our despair or just simply pouring out our cups just to overflow.

It is also an insatiable feeling whenever you are feeling aroused or just discovering the insides of your heart deciphering.

Perching and wandering the bask area of Seoul wherein a vast sea of people gathered up while waiting for the other at around three am made me realize that at this point of our lives, we only love and hurt the people who formed us like an unearthed clay in order for us to fit the mold and destroy our lives after letting them in for so long.

Holding in and letting go are the things that we can do in order to feel that four lettered word and to be honest, most of the people doesn't know when and where to begin on how to align themselves with. 

It is because they're not properly orchestrated enough to be lenient at some point. They only love to water the burnt trees but they didn't even know how to plant one.

It's because they're afraid to attempt one.

Water can't revive burnt trees. Once it is swallowed whole by fire, it cannot be undone nor cultivated in order to be repaired and replaced by, even if it means of having a low percentage by surviving themselves from drowning.

So is the word LOVE.

We cannot retrieve the love back if one of us is in despaired state. Hence, we often led ourselves to drown after being poured out and drained. We even tend to let ourselves sink and swim under the sleeves of our heart by just staying on the abyss of nowhere and to be stuck there forever.

Perhaps, to see ourselves being abandoned for so long is the last thing we'll ever get.