{Btw this one is more accurate with how I've been feeling}
Honestly I've been tired lately and I've been missing my ex. I understand it sounds werid but she was fucking amazing in the fucking start, I truly do still love and miss her. Why did I even try? Maybe I wasn't good enough, probably. Plus on top of that shit I'm dealing with art block. But honestly I'm trying so fucking hard to keep a promise. But I have to admit something that I can't keep a secret anymore. I've broken that promise. After my first attempt I promise never to do it again to someone that is very special to me and it was my online father, I did try to commit suicide another time and I'm sorry for breaking my promise. I want to honestly commit suicide a 3rd time, I probably won't say when because i don't want to bother any of you, sorry for not being there for some of you guys.
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Rant book/Vent book |REPOSTED| 5th part Is The Newest
RandomThis is about serious topics (sometimes some might be lighthearted) and this is also a vent book, please be respectful. If you don't like this like this. DO NOT READ!!!!!!
