go on then, try me [sunsun]

eighteen

Gently fluttering his eyes open, Sunoo roamed his eyes around the gray bedroom where he was at. It was big but there's nothing much inside. It made him realize that it was probably Sunghoon's room at Jay's condominium before all his memories sinked in.

With his eyes wide, he tried to get off the bed but miserably failed when he couldn't feel his legs nor does his lower back.

'what the fuck! I'm better off as a disabled person at this point!' he mentality thought before noticing that he was wearing a soft loose gray shirt and a short that reached right above his knee.

"S-Sunghoon?" He called out with a hoarse voice. It didn't take long for the cluttering of spoons from outside was heard, followed by the sound of feet shuffling towards the room.

"Sht!" Sunoo flinched as he watched the alpha pathetically trip and floor on the elevated floor, kneeling on his way to the omega.

Sunoo blinked a countless times when the alpha hung his head low, still on his knees.

"I-I'm sorry! I am so sorry! I was at fault!" He chanted in disbelief while Sunoo stared at him.

"You—"

"I understand if you're mad at me for touching you outside of our deal a-and—"

"Hey! Sunghoon it's—"

"I'm such a horrible person!" Like a child, Sunghoon stated it with conviction making Sunoo scoff.

"I knew you'd act like this" he whispered after falling back on the bed, lightly chuckling from Sunghoon's behavior. The alpha worriedly stared at his boyfriend who found him cute despite his mistake.

"W-Why are you laughing?" Sunoo smiled before he started tapping the empty space on the bed, signalling Sunghoon to get up and climb on top of the soft mattress.

"Come here" he cooed, gazing at his cute boyfriend who followed his order like a cute puppy. Gently, he slipped himself under the duvet before accepting Sunoo's embrace.

Sunghoon bit his lip when the omega's warmth enveloped his soul. It was the first time they cuddled in bed and God knows how badly Sunghoon wanted to jump out in glee. His stomach churned and turned from the little ball of sunshine clinging on to him so he had to wrap his arms around him too, returning the hug.

"A-Are you r-really okay?" He asked, voice soft while drawing circles around Sunoo's back.

"Hmmm! More than ever!" Sunoo beamed as he buried himself more onto the alpha's chest.

For some reason, the omega needed more of Sunghoon's scent. It was as if he was starved for it, like it was something he needed to breathe— an addiction.

A bond.

"What happened to us...was something I would never regret" the omega whispered after a long silence. When Sunghoon didn't reply, he looked up only to find the latter staring at him too.

"D-Did you regret it?" Scared, Sunoo gathered up the courage to ask him the question.

"No. Never. It's just..." The alpha cut his words, waiting for the words to come out of his mouth while Sunoo patiently waited.

"I c-couldn't remember anything... I'm sorry" although it bothered him, Sunoo decided to put on a smile, not wanting to add to the overwhelming emotions Sunghoon had.

"It's fine... Really! We can do it next time and I'll make sure you'll remember it till the die that you die" with the morbid remark, Sunoo managed to make it sound so pretty and bright and colorful.