Russian roulette || James Earl Of Wessex

| PLANE |

Isabella
It's been a few days in Italy, and it's been great. I've gotten closer to Luca and haven't been thinking about James too much.

Yes I miss him but it hurts to think about him. I think it's because I miss him so much.

I wasn't sure exactly what it was. I wasn't sure if I wanted to be with James or remain friends. But all I knew was that I wanted to talk to him properly.

Talking things out is for the best.

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It was my last day in Italy and I was honestly sad. I was going to miss Italy and of course,Luca. We've become such good friends over the past few days. I was going to miss him the most.

I was in my bedroom packing some things when someone knocked on the door.

"Come in!" I said.
The door opened and Luca came in. He had became good friends with my family as well.

"Luca!" I said going over to hug him.

"Hey Bella, can I help you pack?"
He said as I nodded.

"I'm so sad you guys are leaving, I'm going to miss you" he said

Something about his thick accent made me smile.
It was so cute and unique to me.

"I'm going to miss you too Luca,"

"Sadly, you have to go back,I hope I can still see you" he said. I honestly agreed with him. I hope I'll see him more again. He honestly made me so happy this trip.

Luca helped me finish packing which was a relief because I hated packing.

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my family and I were on the plane back home. i was sad to leave Italy but I was excited to see my girls back home. i missed them so much.

while on the plane I thought about going home. seeing my best of friends, seeing my bedroom, seeing the big house I grew up in. i missed Russia a bit.

i was scrolling through my phone when I got a text from James...

i hadn't spoken to him in what feels like forever.

James

heyy Bella,I heard what's happening with your family and thought I'd ask if your okay.

hey James,I'm alright. we just got back from Italy. back in Russia soon!

that's good....I'm glad you are safe. I've missed you.

miss you too

that was the first time James and I talked in forever. I wish we talked more. i miss him more than Russia. I miss it when he showed me around London. I miss his voice and his kisses.

i miss when we liked each other romantically I feel like I'm losing him.

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