You're Such A Buttmunch

After Everything 2

things were a lot quieter after their bridge moment. instead of endless chuckling, it seemed a lot more, serious.
beavis didn't mind, of course he found it weird, like when he'd bring up something he saw on tv to which Butt-Head would just glance at it, then back to his own thoughts.
beavis sighed and would continue to watch, as he hoped for even a little chuckle from Butt-Head. It seems like he always messed things up between them. he didn't want to feel that way but times like this is where it would really hit him.
days would go by with the same result, less laughter, more small glances with a quick look away.
finally after an already pretty dreadful day at school, they sat together on the couch. the tv played some stupid show about girls wishing for more in their dull lives, they weren't hot or anything so they weren't that interested.
beavis sighed softly and looked at Butt-Head, he choked on a lump in his throat.
"hey Butt-Head, today kinda sucked hehe." he was just trying to start a conversation, which he was sure wouldn't go on for long.
"yeah?" Butt-Head said with an empty blank stare at the tv.
"...Butt-Head, what's your problem?"
"huh?" Butt-Head looked up then to beavis.
"what do you mean? huhuh?"
"well, you're just..being a butthole, you're not talking to me and you're barely even looking at me! like, what happened? hehe"
Butt-Head looked back to the corner of the tv, trying to avoid the question.
"i don't know what you mean dude huhuh im like always like this."
"hehe but you're not! hehe, you haven't even called me a dumbass.
Butt-Head..is this about, the other day?"
"BEAVIS." he hissed, beavis jumped and slightly sat back.
"just shut up beavis, you wouldn't get it, you'll never get it! because you're a stupid dumbass, you ruin everything, YOU make everything worse. JUST shut up."
Butt-Head made a soft sigh, its like he had that bottled up for a long time.
beavis was taken aback, usually Butt-Head is mean but.. this was different.
"i-i just, want to understand.."
"well, you won't."
"i can try too! hehe.."
"..." Butt-Head glanced at beavis, beavis was looking at him with big eyes, full of empathy, full of understanding and deep down fondness for Butt-Head, even when he's an asshole.
"Butt-Head, there's just something i can't get over, heheh there's this feeling that i get when im with you, hehe i-i want to understand you more, and i want to like, be there for you..hehe i CARE about you, Butt-Head..hehe"
Butt-Head watched him, his face didn't change, but deep down he felt every emotion a person could feel.
"just stop beavis, i dont care."
"i do, Butt-Head. i felt like everything was better! i felt like we were..getting clos-"
"NO BEAVIS, THIIS IS WHAT I MEAN! we're NEVER going to be closer. I NEVER WANT TO BE CLOSE TO YOU. you're never going to understand. and I DONT CARE about your stupid wuss feelings and crap. just, shut the hell up and..leave me alone. huh. dumbass wuss."
usually beavis wouldn't care but the way Butt-Head spoke, the anger in his eyes, the true rage and frustration, scared and embarrassed beavis. he sat there, he thought and tried to think more but lost it. 'if Butt-Head wants me gone, then fine. i'll go.'
he quickly stood up, not giving Butt-Head even a passing glance, and walked to the bed room, where both of their stuff resigned. he grabbed his backpack that held no school books and threw as many of his clothes into it that he could find. he started to feel his cheek glow a bright red, with that stupid lump in his throat again.
Butt-Head listened carefully, still remaining on the couch, he didn't move an inch. he heard the clattering of objects and furniture move in the other room, he didn't know what beavis was doing, but at the same time he didn't care.
beavis got the last of his clothes and swiftly walked out of the room and went straight to the door. he waited, he watched for Butt-Head to swiftly pull out infront of him, stopping him from opening the door. 'i'm sorry beavis, i'll never hurt you again. don't leave.'
but as he expected, Butt-Head didn't move an inch. he sighed in defeat, he shakily opened up the door and began to walk out.
"bye, buttmunch." beavis growled, but he still wanted Butt-Head to intervene, but he didn't.
Butt-Head sat there, eyes still glued to the tv, but mind elsewhere. he couldn't bring himself to look at beavis, or even speak.
beavis waited, and to his suprise, Butt-Head looked at him. his eyes were full of anger but he saw that glimmer of fear deep down. it was too late though, beavis made up his mind and walked out the door, and slammed it behind him. he tried to get closer but Butt-Head didn't want to, he was done trying.
Butt-head stared at the door, almost with a sense of relief but also a hit of surprise. 'where is he even going? what is happening? what just happened? what did i do..?'

beavis slammed the door and held it shut with his body, he started to shake softly before he began to silently cry. his face got red as he hastily wiped his face and sighed, he walked away from the door and began walking to..somewhere. he wasn't sure yet, but he knew he was gone.
it was still pretty cold outside, not as cold as the other night but, still cold enough for beavis to shiver. he gripped onto the handles of his backpack as he cried again, less noticeable this time. music played in his head, he didn't know what song it was but he walked to the beat.

Butt-Head, mind blank, but his heart beat roughly, harshly. the tv was now just a ringing in his ear, what did he do. this was his fault. no, whatever, he's the one who left. i don't care. he sat and waited, maybe he just went for a walk or something. i mean, not like i care but..you know.

he never came.