Kiss It All Better (Gamzee X Reader)

Sober!Gamzee X Reader

He sits in his cell
And he lays on bed
Covers his head and closes his eyes.

Gamzee's eyes opened slowly as he began to wake up. The yellow orbs only opened halfway , revealing he had calmed down since the last time he was awake. His think pan throbbed as he got his arms under him and pushed himself out of the slime puddle on the floor. He groggily gazed down at his mess before realizing something off about the light green liquid. It was mixed with (Blood/color). A color Gamzee knew to belong to ______.

He sees a smoking gun
And the coward he ran
And in his arms is the bleeding
Love of his life.

This discovery ripped Gamzee from his state of confusion and thrust him deep into a pit of despair. He could never forgive himself if he hurt you, his only light in these dark times. He scrambled to his feet, his mind racing with things that could of happened, the positive and the negative. He prayed his worst fears weren't true, he knew if he had killed you too no one could save him.

And she cries,
"Kiss it all better,
I'm not ready to go."

He prayed that you were okay, that he would find you sleeping in your room. Sadly this was far from the truth.

You were on the floor yards away from him, still breathing and struggling to stay alive. He had beaten you with his clubs just hours before and you were lucky he passed out before finishing you off.

Gamzee quickly spots you and (B/C) orbs follow him as he nears you. A surge of sadness washed over him as he gazed down upon your mangled body. He knew exactly what he had done. A muffled sob comes from his throat as he notices you still breathing, fighting through your pain.

"____, i'M sO mOtHeRfUcKiN' sOrRy." His eyes being to well up and soon purple tears were threatening to stream down his cheeks. That would ruin his makeup if it werent so messed up already.

You force a smile upon your bruised face, wincing slightly in the pain as you gaze upon your flushed crush. No matter what he did or said, you have never stopped loving him, even as he beat the life out of you, you still couldn't find it in you to hate him. "Please...don't cry...it wasn't your fault...."

"It's not your fault, love,
You didn't know, you didn't know."

Your limp, fragile hand reaches up and strokes his hand reassuringly before you realize you never did tell him how you felt. This was your chance. You had to tell him before it was too late. "Gamzee..." You know you wont make it for much longer. "I...have to ...tell you something..." You begin to muster the strength the finish but Gamzee's sobs only stall you longer.

"WhAt? p-PlEaSe DoN't LeAvE mE," His voice shook with guilt and the tears were streaming from his cheeks, "I cAn'T mOtHeRfUcKiN' lIvE wItHoUt yOu. "
You felt your last breath drawing near and with every ounce of energy you had left you raise your hand to his cheek and say as clearly as possible, "I love you."

Her hands are so cold,
And he kisses her face
And says, "Everything will be all right."

"___?!" Gamzee exclaimed as he watched your face go place your eyes lose their light, your hand falls from his face. "I lOvE yOu tOo.." He sobbed as he hugged your broken body to his chest, desperately wishing it was him instead. Maybe there was a way he could still be with you. A way he could finally get what he deserved.

He noticed the gun,
And his rage grew inside.
He said, "I'll avenge my lover tonight".
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Staring into the emptiness of the world below Gamzee closes his eyes and thinks of you as he leans forward. Images of you smiling and dancing around him flash through his mind as he is haunted by the guilt of your death. Soon his body is hurtling through the air toward the ground and all he sees is you in his arms.

He holds on to her memory,
All it is, is a memory.
Hey, hey.