mirror | lee heeseung | messed up love #1

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╭──╯ . . . . .
I wanna be your setting lotion (wanna be)
Hold your hair in deep devotion (How deep?)
At least as deep as the Pacific Ocean
Now I wanna be yours
. . . . . ╰──╮

(present life)
THIRD PERSON'S POV:

Heeseung was sitting among the crowd. Everyone was cheering for the new couple, the high school sweethearts. Today was Lee Heemin and Oh Haerin's marriage. Everyone was waiting for the bride's entry. Heemin was standing in front of the priest, waiting for his bride to walk with her father to the aisle. Lee Heemin was blushing and fiddling his fingers waiting for his soon to be wife. This only caused irritation to his identical twin sitting in the crowd. He was the only one who probably was not happy about this. Or was there someone else too?

The doors opened and dramatic music played as Oh Haerin walked with her father, she was gorgeous in the dress. She was the prettiest that day. It was her special day, marrying the person the you loved from a younger age. Being consistent in your relationship isn't easy. She was happy, But Heeseung wasn't. Everything he had was gone that day, officially. The person he loved the most and had eyes on was now his brother's wife. Heeseung was amazed by Haerin's beauty.

The priest now started his job, the vows. Both of them were confident and had no doubts in their decision. While Heeseung was shamelessly hoping that one would say no and end up running. He didn't care about anything even his own brother's feelings, he wanted her so bad.

The couple exchanged the rings after finishing the vows, disappointment plastered on heeseung's face even though he knew none of the things he imagined will come true.

"Now I announce you as husband and wife" The priest said joyfully, the crowd started cheering at the newly wed couple. Everyone waiting for the next good thing to happen

"You may kiss the bride!" The priest said to Heemin. That was the end point for Heeseung. He can't tolerate any more of this. He stood up and walked away from the church as fast as he could. He rushed outside near the car parking. The sound of crackers, people's cheers and everything irritated Heeseung. It was noise to him. He did not like any of it. Imagining Heemin kiss Haerin maddened him so much. He fell to ground not able to tolerate anything. Tears escaped from Heeseung's eyes. He screamed in rage. Luckily no one heard him and saw him as everyone was busy cheering for the newly wed couple in the church. He hated Heemin. How can he have everything when they both are literally the same? Heemin and Heeseung has no difference except for one, one has everything that the other hasn't. This is the sole reason why Heeseung despises Heemin so much. Heeseung's parents even had the nerve to ask "Look how your brother has found a pretty bride! He has a great job and a secured future. And what to do you have ? Sitting at home and doing work at home jobs! You're seriously not good enough like your brother even though you both look exactly the same"

Everything pierced his heart, all the words that were spat straight into his face circling him down, Heeseung's heart ached for love, comfort and care. Who will he go and tell all these to? He doesn't have anyone for him. If he says this someone obviously their reaction would be 'Eww you like brother's wife? That's gross!' It would hurt him more. Nobody understands him. He tried to hate Haerin for the sake of his brother but he couldn't, but he could absolutely hate his brother easily. No matter how hard he tried not to think of Haerin, the efforts went to waste as he couldn't stop thinking about her.